Sunday, 3 December 2023

A Quieter Revolution

Roberts Gallery














"A magnificent duty falls on us: history elects us to preserve the precious treasure it bequeaths."
(Paul-Émile Borduas)

For the past 75 years the Wildridge family has owned and operated the oldest and one of the most prestigious art galleries in Canada. They celebrated their diamond jubilee on Saturday June 10, 2023, in their new location at 631 Dupont Street in Toronto, Ontario. Paul Wildridge (the gallery Director) and his wife Charlene (the gallery Administrator) hosted the event, along with their daughter Allie, their son Tom, and their graphic designer and social media specialist Taya Dekker. 

Paul started working at the gallery in 1978, with Charlene joining him full-time in 2000. Allie and Tom have been part of the family business for over a decade as well, with Allie starting in 2012, and Tom joining two years later. Under Paul’s wise guidance, and informed by Charlene’s acute attention to detail, Allie and Tom currently share the responsibly for both preserving and promoting their vast collection of Historic and Contemporary Canadian art, and for supporting and representing some of the very best artists in Canada (and the world).  

Celebrating 75 Years













They used their annual Sketches Exhibition of Canadian Historical art to rightly showcase their own history. Their many friends and patrons that attended the show experienced a retrospective exhibition that served as a commentary on the historical context, the contemporary interest, and future significance of Roberts Gallery in Canadian art history.  

Much can be said about their contribution to this history. Indeed, a book could (and should) be written about it. Let the following two examples suffice (there are many). First, everyone knows and admires the reputation that Roberts Gallery has for exhibiting Canadian landscape painting through their close association with and support of the Group of Seven. But what might be less well known is the role they played (and continue to play) in the history of Canadian abstract painting. 

Roberts Gallery is the sine qua non of the success of the Painter’s Eleven precisely because they were the first gallery in Canada and the world to exhibit their work back in 1954. That show put Canadian abstract painting on the map. American art critics like Clement Greenberg took notice and were impressed enough to take it seriously. While Greenberg was distastefully wrong to criticize Kazuo Nakamura as being “just a bit too captured by oriental ‘taste’” to be of any abstract use, he was decisively right to recognize Nakamura's significance and the contribution he made to modern art in Canada. We have Roberts Gallery to thank for making this kind of international recognition possible.

Kazuo Nakamura | Forest, 1953













The second example concerns the circumstances that drew the famous French mime artist and actor Marcel Marceau into the gallery back in early 1970. Marceau was at the O’Keefe Center in Toronto for a week’s worth of mime performance shows. One day while he was on a long walk he ended up in front of Roberts Gallery. He looked into the window and saw a number of Japanese Kabuki actor pieces on display. Marceau went into the gallery and was blown away by them. He asked Jack Wildridge (the Director of the gallery) who the artist was, and Jack told him that it was John Gould. Marceau then asked him if there would be any way he could get in touch with the artist. Jack set up a meeting between the two of them. 

Marceau commissioned Gould to go to New York later that spring and draw him from backstage for eight days in a row while he was performing. Two years later (1972), the gallery had an exhibition of the sketches Gould made of that run of shows in New York. The significance here is that the gallery brought Marceau in, and Gould's art sought him out. Marceau had to do something in response. We have Roberts Gallery to thank for introducing these two artists, for the impact they had on each other's lives, and for the art they produced.

John Gould | Caligrapher, 1990





















The history of Roberts Gallery began back in 1842 when William Pell, a gilder from London, England, established the gallery’s first location on King Street West in Toronto. That was 180 years ago. In 1870 a fine art dealer from England named Samuel E. Roberts (after whom the gallery is named) acquired the gallery from William Pell. For the next 78 years the Roberts family ran the gallery until 1948 when Paul’s grandfather Sidney Wildridge, along with Paul's father Jack Wildridge, acquired the gallery from the Roberts family and reopened it at 759 Yonge Street in Toronto. In 1961 they moved the gallery to 641 Yonge Street. After many years of doing business there, they eventually moved it to its present location on Dupont Street (saving the best location till last – but more on interior design later).

You cannot appreciate the significance of this history without mentioning the role that A.J. Casson played in its development. After Sydney Wildridge sadly passed away in the mid-1950s, Jack Wildridge took all that he had learned as Sydney’s young apprentice and applied it to running the gallery as a relatively young man in his late 20s. He had a level of ambitious maturity beyond his years that drew many of the Toronto artists of the time into the gallery’s orbit. Chief among these artists was Casson who had already come into his own as an artist of note. Casson was not only the founding member of the Canadian Society of Painters in Watercolour in 1925, but also joined the Group of Seven painters in 1926 to replace Franz Johnston who had just resigned. Casson was 30 years Jack’s senior when they first met. And yet this age difference did not prevent Casson from seeing something significant in him, not only as a shrewd businessman, but also as a devoted family man.  

A.J. Casson | Church at Rosenthal, 1955












Not long after their first meeting Casson decided to entrust his career to Jack Wildridge by making Roberts Gallery his exclusive representative. This was a decisive stamp of approval both for the business and for Jack. Casson’s decision more than paid off for him. His first solo exhibition at Roberts Gallery in 1959 was the first of 11 more solo shows of his work (along with one more posthumous show in 1998 to mark the centenary of his birth). During this time Casson introduced Jack to other important artists, directors of public institutions, and influential art critics, thereby using his considerable influence to solidify Roberts Gallery’s already established business reputation within the art world.  

Throughout the years Casson and his wife Margaret Alexandria Petry became very close friends with the Wildridge family. To thank them for their friendship and support, Casson designed the Wildridge Coat of Arms and presented it to Jack and his wife Jennie as a surprise Christmas gift in 1972. The coat of arms remains as the gallery logo branding to this day, both in their signage and in their letterhead. It serves as a reminder that Roberts Gallery cannot be understood apart from its history.  

Coat of Arms










What is significant about this history, and why does it matter? Andy Warhol was perceptive enough to know that "good art is good business" (as he put it). What is good business? Through their own purposely understated and unspectacular hard work of running a successful art gallery for the past 75 years, the Wildridge family has given us a unique answer to this question: good business is family business. This is “the Wildridge way,” as Allie wisely reminds the family every so often when they discuss whether they should possibly change their successful business strategy in response to the latest consumer trends. 

Jack and Jennie Wildridge















Understanding the kind of man Jack Wildridge was gets to the heart of their strategy. I asked Charlene to describe him to me. She said that Jack was a gentleman, a very admired person, a very honest person, and someone you could trust. “I believe that Casson saw this in him,” Charlene went on to say. “He saw this young man, he got it, and he understood business.” Like father like son. 

Artists, art dealers, and clientele alike put their trust in Paul Wildridge for the same reason Casson put his trust in Jack. And like his father before him, Paul is a successful businessman because he is a devoted family man. They say you know you have lived a successful life when your children want to spend time with you when they get older. Success, indeed.

Paul's life embodies a philosophy of art that is the product of the values he received from his parents and siblings, values that he has passed on to his own family. What is this philosophy of art that has made the Wildridge way so successful? It is the philosophy of serious generosity: art worthy of the name is generous enough in that it invites you in to admire its beauty, but it is serious enough in that it demands something of you. And in this case, what is true of the art is true of the gallery.

When you walk into an art gallery you might feel what the poet Philip Larkin once described as an “awkward reverence.” Where there is art, there is reverence. No doubt. But in the case of Roberts Gallery there is this difference: the reverence is not awkward, but awakening. And this reverent sense of awakening is the result of how serious generosity informs every aspect of this gallery, including its interior design. 

When the gallery moved to its present location on Dupont street in 2020, Charlene designed a space that is based on the important architectural distinction between a building and a dwelling. A building is a space that you do things in, but a dwelling is a home where you become someone. While all dwellings are buildings, not all buildings are dwellings. Roberts Gallery is a building that is a dwelling. It is domestically designed around the art that it displays, expertly hung on its clean white walls by Allie (who has turned the functional technique of hanging art into an art form). 

Charlene's decision to design the gallery in this way is based on the aesthetic she used to design her own home. She told me that it is designed around a single painting by the Canadian abstract painter Paul-Émile Borduas. I asked Charlene what it is about this painting that deserves such attention. She talked about its beauty as a reason for its centrality, as well as its meaningful history with their family. She also talked about the importance of Borduas' role in the avant-garde Automatiste movement in Quebec, and how the Refus Global manifesto he authored in 1948 signaled the dawn of the Quiet Revolution. However, the influence that she takes from Borduas is less political, and far more personal. For her Borduas represents what can be called a Quieter Revolution that transpires within you in response to art that is before you. In this sense, Marcel Marceau was a silent revolutionary. 

Paul-Émile Borduas | Frou, Frou, Aigu, 1956













The aesthetics of Roberts Gallery is minimalism with a mission: it creates a dwelling that generously directs your attention to the art that it serves, in order to prepare you for what it seriously demands. Art demands your active attention and your existential reaction. The point is to reverently awaken you, to gently change you, to make you better than you were before you encountered it, and to inspire you to have the same kind of artistic influence in your dealings with others (family and friends alike). You need a home to help you become someone, and the gallery is designed with this in mind. It is a domestic family dwelling, the very thing we all want our homes to be.

Whether you are an artist who is represented by the gallery, a collector who is advised by the gallery, or (in my case) a fine art advisor who works with the gallery, everyone is made to feel like they are part of their extended family. Roberts Gallery is a second home for us. There is even a backyard outside of Paul's office, complete with a table, chairs, and an umbrella!

At the end of a very enjoyable discussion with Paul in his office, filled with lovely family anecdotes and informed artistic commentary, I asked Paul the following question: “What is the lasting legacy of Roberts Gallery?” Without hesitation he answered: “Respect.” Paul is not given to false modesty. He knows that he is the pater familias. And he is as confident as he is humble about his place in Canadian art history. His Lifetime Achievement Award from the Art Dealers Association of Canada in 2018 is a testament to his faithfulness in carrying out the magnificent duty that has fallen on him and his family: to preserve the precious treasure of art that history has bequeathed to them, and to us. Roberts Gallery has earned our respect. 

The Wildridge Family












Friday, 1 December 2023

December 2023

Zihuatanejo













Friday December 01, 2023 
Sometimes when he feels  
nothing, his page remains blank.  
Remaining silent  
is how he honors the muse.
This is a poetic act. 

Saturday December 02, 2023 
The Advent season 
signifies the beginning 
of a brand-new year. 
His liturgical living 
is lonely given the times.

Sunday December 03, 2023 
Transitioning from 
physical distance into 
virtual silence 
has turned out to be easy 
since he prepared beforehand.  

Monday December 04, 2023 
He may scale back next 
year as a response to the 
collective madness. 
Individuals only
get better in their own way. 

Tuesday December 05, 2023 
“It’s a chore to walk 
out the door, let alone to 
open it up for 
someone who wants to walk in” 
(so says the solitary).  

Wednesday December 06, 2023 
To become less than 
systematic when it comes 
to Philosopher 
Reading is really working 
out for him at this late stage.  

Thursday December 07, 2023 
He refuses to 
work the room any longer. 
It’s just not his jam, 
despite his success at it 
for such a very long time. 

Friday December 08, 2023 
And so, it begins 
today for the very last 
time before he dies. 
Nothing more needs to be said. 
Nothing more needs to be done.  

Saturday December 09, 2023 
One way to describe 
his daily rituals is 
to say that they play 
the sole grammatical role 
within his Secret Story.

Sunday December 10, 2023 
There was nothing wrong 
with his decision to let 
the winds of change strip 
him down to his essentials.  
Life is better for him now. 

Monday December 11, 2023 
Advertising it 
seems like a lucrative plan. 
But he won’t open 
that door because he does not 
want to be seen anymore.  

Tuesday December 12, 2023 
And he was shut in 
on the outside by a force 
that was not his own. 
He and his family were 
the only ones that remained.

Wednesday December 13, 2023 
Austerity is 
the result of spending more 
than ten years of his 
life reading about reading. 
Hermeneutics is over.  

Thursday December 14, 2023 
He’s learning how to 
speak Rahnerian again, 
picking up where he 
left off with the stuttering  
of the unutterable

Friday December 15, 2023 
Drudgery divine, 
times the time it takes to do 
what is required, 
equals settling upon 
his lovely Latin schema. 

Saturday December 16, 2023 
The new suite is sweet, 
at least it comes across that 
way from a distance.  
If seeing is believing, 
then tasting it is as well.  

Sunday December 17, 2023 
It took only two 
constraints to convince him to 
say no to the show 
that was presented to him. 
He will get another chance.  

Monday December 18, 2023 
Back to the reading 
board for the very last time 
before the year ends.  
He’s an unsystematic 
old school systematizer.  

Tuesday December 19, 2023 
He’s close to the end 
of deciding to end it. 
If he does, he will 
miss the linguistic routine 
of making words every day.  

Wednesday December 20, 2023 
Extending kindness. 
Hoping for their well-being. 
Congratulations! 
He’s so very proud of them.  
They deserve the very best. 

Thursday December 21, 2023 
On October the 
eleventh, two thousand and 
eleven he wrote 
the first of what turned out to  
be countless daily poems.

Friday December 22, 2023 
He would be better 
off if he headed off to 
the offing before 
him, leaving them in the dust
to let them fend for themselves. 

Saturday December 23, 2023 
Something is coming 
his way now that the corporate 
requests have been made. 
It could be that AIOps 
prepared him for GenAI.  

Sunday December 24, 2023 
There is only one 
wish so far away from him 
so far, and so good.  
He does not need another. 
He is full of gratitude. 

Monday December 25, 2023
He knows exactly
what it is he's dealing with
now that he received
the wink of indirection. 
It is what it is (and was). 

Tuesday December 26, 2023 
The light is still on 
inside the second window. 
It never goes out. 
He closed the blind in the past. 
Now he looks at it all day.  

Wednesday December 27, 2023 
A change is coming. 
It has already started. 
No one is immune. 
Everyone is affected.  
Democracy is a myth. 

Thursday December 28, 2023 
Reading the prophets 
of old is a reminder  
that what goes around 
ultimately comes around. 
Feudalism is a fact.  

Friday December 29, 2023 
He called a huddle 
to bring his loving offspring
into their orbit.
Everyone needed to hear
what he had to say to them. 

Saturday December 30, 2023
Take him as he is,
the good, bad, and the ugly
truth that cannot lie. 
He was once unforgiven,
but now he can rest in peace. 

Sunday December 31, 2023 
Enough is enough. 
It is not worth further effort. 
What price making words? 
Silence is heard here as well. 
He wrote, and was read no more... 

Wednesday, 1 November 2023

November 2023

IBM










Wednesday November 01, 2023 
Both of his parents 
were IBMers of old. 
He too became one 
twenty-one long years ago.
In the code, but not of it. 

Thursday November 02, 2023 
His collection is 
populated by Sony 
Classical and by 
Deutsche Grammophon records 
(mostly Gould and Karajan).  

Friday November 03, 2023 
Boyfriend and a boss. 
One wonders whether letters 
should be written now.  
He had someone interfere 
years ago with those he loved.   

Saturday November 04, 2023 
With his history, 
and his highly technical 
writing skills and quills, 
the only explanation 
is that he does not belong.  

Sunday November 05, 2023 
Walk[with]Me could not 
be any clearer to him. 
He was reminded 
just how good he has it there. 
Genesis five twenty-four. 

Monday November 06, 2023 
He officially 
received notification 
yesterday evening.  
It was a standard reply 
that belied their own bias.  

Tuesday November 07, 2023 
If philosophy 
is therapy, then sacred
theology is
mystic Mariology.
Protoevangelium

Wednesday November 08, 2023 
Rainer Maria 
Rilke: “The highest form of 
love is to be the 
protector of another 
person’s [sacred] solitude.” 

Thursday November 09, 2023 
Radio silence, 
and then virtual silence: 
these two solitudes 
differ only in degree, 
but are similar in kind.  

Friday November 10, 2023 
User interface 
and user experience 
copy editing 
and writing is the next best 
alternative to DevOps.  

Saturday November 11, 2023 
He knew beforehand 
that deciding on the two 
thousand and fifteen 
would be the safest, cheapest, 
and quickest option for him. 

Sunday November 12, 2023 
To have no hope is 
to have no fear, and to have 
no fear is to be 
free from the world’s trickery, 
treachery, and tyranny.  

Monday November 13, 2023 
This acquisition 
will play out like all the rest: 
promises are made, 
then all of them get broken, 
while we pick up the pieces.

Tuesday November 14, 2023 
Richard RORtY and 
the ROsaRY are both read 
and prayed together.  
You cannot have one to the 
exclusion of the other.  

Wednesday November 15, 2023 
“From a trio to 
The Trio” is not meant as 
a disparaging 
remark on the former, but  
as an historical fact. 

Thursday November 16, 2023 
And then there were four 
more unusual suspects: 
John Dewey, Ernest 
Hemingway, Thomas Merton, 
and Richard McKay Rorty.  

Friday November 17, 2023 
His search for a cell 
at a price he can afford 
will hopefully end 
by end-of-day tomorrow. 
He does not require much. 

Saturday November 18, 2023 
He thought yesterday 
evening while watching the end 
of A Single Man 
should be sent out on Sunday. 

Sunday November 19, 2023 
He is now convinced 
sending it would violate 
Rilke’s solitude. 
It is best to leave it at: 
“How great is that?” | “The greatest.”

Monday November 20, 2023 
And just what would it 
mean to knock on the door of 
the divine darkness, 
fully entering within,
never to be seen again?  

Tuesday November 21, 2023 
The best he can say 
is that it has been so long  
since it last happened. 
He simply cannot recall
the last time that it occurred.

Wednesday November 22, 2023 
A very recent 
realization for him: 
it’s the sensation 
and not the situation 
that he was really after.

Thursday November 23, 2023
They are running out
of runway each and every
day by day by day.
He suddenly understood
this watching them walk away.

Friday November 24, 2023 
His dad had a sign: 
"Age and experience wins
out over youth and 
enthusiasm" (it hung 
on the wall in his office). 

Saturday November 25, 2023 
After many years 
of sitting without purpose, 
his apophatic 
anthropology appeared 
and was announced to no one. 

Sunday November 26, 2023 
He was reminded 
yesterday that the cut off 
was fifty plus five. 
Even this is affected 
by the four-fold roadside vow.  

Monday November 27, 2023 
This morning he read 
from Merton’s journal entry 
about him reading 
bits from the Dhammapada 
after eating his dinner. 

Tuesday November 28, 2023 
Pay close attention 
to the poets, we need them 
(and we all know it).  
They create and legislate 
the grammar of our secrets. 

Wednesday November 29, 2023 
The generation 
after him is as concerned 
about politics 
as he was when he was young. 
He was once active like them.  

Thursday November 30, 2023 
He is being reined  
in now that his time has come 
to begin again 
at the very beginning 
of his penultimate end.

Sunday, 1 October 2023

October 2023

Aristotle's Homer















Sunday October 01, 2023 
Truly finishing
anything has alluded 
him all of his life. 
Everything seems to have an 
untimely end in the end.

Monday October 02, 2023 
He thinks his greatest 
poetic achievement to 
date is his work on  
Dōgen’s The True Dharma Eye
Dionysius redux.  

Tuesday October 03, 2023 
In both instances 
the cross was conspicuous 
by its adjacent 
absence (for the newer one 
as well as for the older).  

Wednesday October 04, 2023 
Furies come and go. 
He gives them their due respect
through his indifference. 
While this infuriates them,  
he gains their respect in turn. 

Thursday October 05, 2023 
That it does not last, 
that it takes extra effort, 
and that it gets more  
difficult as he ages, 
tells him it is not for him.  

Friday October 06, 2023
The weaker do not
speak to him as they once did.
Like Santiago,
he no longer dreams of them.
Lions on the beach remain.

Saturday October 07, 2023 
The best way to look 
at his activity is 
to view it as an 
instance of repelling those 
who simply do not belong.  

Sunday October 08, 2023 
He said that she has 
at least another ten years 
of living in her. 
She comes from enduring stock. 
But some days he’s not so sure. 

Monday October 09, 2023 
In a very short 
period of time people 
were changed for the worse. 
They all once looked straight ahead. 
Now all they do is look down. 

Tuesday October 10, 2023 
The boundaries he set 
were extreme, but they remain 
boundaries nonetheless. 
Unless something unforeseen 
unfolds, they will not break through.  
 
Wednesday October 11, 2023 
The eleventh day 
of October was written  
inside his copy
of the Philosophical 
Investigations at once!

Thursday October 12, 2023 
Pascal’s point about 
how a man can solve all his 
problems seems extreme, 
but the older he becomes 
the more he feels its wisdom.  

Friday October 12, 2023 
Insofar as new 
enlightenment is concerned, 
and more exalted 
operations, he follows 
her Ciudad De Dios

Saturday October 14, 2023 
And if he was pressed, 
it would be the Douay-Rheims, 
the Rosary, and 
the Rule of Saint Benedict. 
Preparing for the darkness. 

Sunday October 15, 2023 
Of course, he cannot 
forget the Philosopher 
and three primary 
texts: Physics, Metaphysics
and the new Theology.

Monday October 16, 2023 
The maliciousness
is what he recalls the most.
It's sad, but it's true. 
To say he dodged a missal
is to understate its mass.

Tuesday October 17, 2023 
He remains helpless 
on his own in response to
international 
interference that rears its 
face within his silent space. 

Wednesday October 18, 2023 
All of the lions 
on the beach begin roaring 
when the aliens
start to arrive on their shore 
from the depths of the abyss.  

Thursday October 19, 2023 
Without knowing it 
he sent his resume to
the Big Blue Machine
on the anniversary 
of his father’s ninetieth.  

Friday October 20, 2023 
Now he knows that in 
one year he will be nowhere 
near where he is now. 
At least he has Financial 
backing till next November. 

Saturday October 21, 2023
Talk about hot mess!
Which one of them has not been
too hot to handle?
In this cold war of silence,
their hell is freezing over.

Sunday October 22, 2023
The less exposure
he has to the many if
any instances 
of the PWA,
the better it is for him.

Monday October 23, 2023 
He can easily 
replace the “y” with an “i”  
at the end as a  
reminder of where he has 
been and where he is going.  

Tuesday October 24, 2023 
The no longer I 
modus operandi is 
a daily affair 
that must be seriously 
regulated and practiced. 

Wednesday October 25, 2023 
“So, it is Friday 
night, what do you want to do 
together this time?” 
“How about watching me write 
in silence for four hours?”

Thursday October 26, 2023 
He received the word 
that a phone screen discussion 
would be required 
so that he could continue 
to be considered for it.  

Friday October 27, 2023 
The talk started with 
a mispronunciation, 
and it ended with 
a missed opportunity  
to talk about their journey.  

Saturday October 28, 2023 
That said, it was still 
a successful discussion 
about his future. 
If all goes accordingly, 
he’ll be in his cube again.  

Sunday October 29, 2023 
No baggage is left 
for the faithful departed. 
Salvation is free 
for them and everyone else, 
including dear Dolores. 

Monday October 30, 2023 
With reverential 
fear the Benedictines read 
the holy Gospel,
standing at attention while 
they all pay close attention.  

Tuesday October 31, 2023 
It was reduced down 
from an hour and a half 
to thirty minutes. 
All three participated 
with him in the ritual.  

Friday, 1 September 2023

September 2023

Thomas: "Do you play?" | Vicki: "Try me."










Friday September 01, 2023
Even if it lasts
for only a limited
period of time,
getting checked and then mating
is more than worth it for him. 

Saturday September 02, 2023 
After donating 
his vast library to the 
Oratorians,
he is now left with one book:
“What we cannot speak about...” 

Sunday September 03, 2023 
Their theology 
is not the grammar; it is
his detailed doctrine
that makes it all possible.  
The rest can be put to rest.

Monday September 04, 2023 
His three hundred and  
sixty-five years are more than 
symbolic enough 
for those who want to know how 
to disappear completely. 

Tuesday September 05, 2023
Preconceptual
awareness is what causes
metaphysical
poets to write verse about
what makes being possible. 

Wednesday September 06, 2023 
Virtual silence 
is defensive defiance. 
It is an instance 
of not throwing pearls to swine
(despite how loudly they whine). 

Thursday September 07, 2023 
Leaving more than well
enough alone is to err
on the side of their
kind and considered caution.
He will never interfere. 

Friday September 08, 2023
Ghosting is something
that is so disrespectful.
Those who haunt this way
stay away without concern.
He remembers Northwestern.

Saturday September 09, 2023 
And the Scripture says 
he shall be a wild man, 
that his hand will be 
against all men, and that all 
men’s hands shall be against him. 

Sunday September 10, 2023 
The irony of 
Vatican II: it allows 
for the existence 
and essential exercise 
of Sedevacantism. 

Monday September 11, 2023 
Reading the revised 
Oxford translation of the 
digital corpus 
aristotelicum is 
a retrieval of being. 

Tuesday September 12, 2023 
The Beatles music 
was “anti-academic” 
according to Gould. 
The Tavistock Institute 
probably agreed with him.  

Wednesday September 13, 2023 
There is only one 
thing that is needful for him. 
All he needs to do 
is stick with it to the end. 
That is ascetic enough.  

Thursday September 14, 2023 
Virtual silence 
applies to the creation  
of the sound of words. 
But does this prohibition 
also apply to their shape? 
 
Friday September 15, 2023 
To be in the world 
but not of it is to be 
disinterested in 
what the council on foreign 
relations thinks in its tank. 

Saturday September 16, 2023 
He chose to read The 
Philosopher in order 
to both retreat from 
modernity and retrieve 
some sanity for himself. 

Sunday September 17, 2023 
At this stage there is 
nothing that any of them 
can offer to him.  
The family law cartel 
was a rude awakening. 

Monday September 18, 2023 
“Christianity 
is Platonism for the 
masses” (but that is 
not necessarily an 
observation worth noting). 

Tuesday September 19, 2023 
Homer, Plato, and 
Aristotle are the three 
ancient argonauts
for a very good reason.
Rembrandt certainly knew it. 

Wednesday September 20, 2023 
His retreat from the 
new world order in order 
to retrieve order 
from the old world warders is 
his poetic theme of late. 

Thursday September 21, 2023 
Sleeping is the best 
way to avoid the horrors 
of modernity 
that began on October 
the ninth, nineteen fifty-eight.  

Friday September 22, 2023 
He had to shut down 
for the sake of privacy. 
He knows it does not 
exist anymore, but he 
still wants to believe it does.  

Saturday September 23, 2023 
Insofar as his 
growing-a-beard is concerned, 
he is going for 
the Rick Rubin aesthetic, 
to the chagrin of loved ones.

Sunday September 24, 2023 
The noise he heard in 
the dead of night was a less 
than subtle warning 
that unless he remains true 
he too will bore that horror.  

Monday September 25, 2023 
His past protestant
history is being put
to very good use.
It makes it easier to
reject the novus orco.

Tuesday September 26, 2023 
Metaphysics might 
be bad poetry, but it 
still sings the body 
electric in Whitmanesque
fashion, fervor, and fable. 

Wednesday September 27, 2023 
He completes his strange 
work in silence and in hope,
from dawn until dusk. 
Herein lies his strength and his 
solace during these dark days.  

Thursday September 28, 2023 
To be indifferent 
is to go beyond revenge. 
This is his sigma 
response to their secret use 
of the family law cartel.

Friday September 29, 2023 
He has been reduced 
to the Douay–Rheims version
and Aristotle, 
along with the collected 
works of Dionysius.

Saturday September 30, 2023 
This is just one more 
variation on a theme 
that continues to 
appear and reappear in 
his still and silent secret.

Tuesday, 1 August 2023

August 2023

We'll always have Gaultier's Paris...




















Tuesday August 01, 2023
His understanding  
of haute couture started with 
Jean Paul Gaultier’s 
autumn and winter nineteen 
ninety three Chic Rabbis show.

Wednesday August 02, 2023 
Thomas and Vicki 
knew how to control the board, 
until they got bored 
and chose to play something else. 
She checked him and they mated.  

Thursday August 03, 2023
When he met Leonard
Cohen it was like looking
into Rumi's eyes:
words were unnecessary
for him to say, "I love you."

Friday August 04, 2023 
Despite the ruins 
of his European past, 
he still has feelings. 
They return in response to 
distant midnight messages.   

Saturday August 05, 2023 
Office of the Night: 
while the rest of the world sleeps 
the monks of The Grande  
Chartreuse arise from their knees 
to sing their silent vigil.  

Sunday August 06, 2023 
What is it about 
first names that begin and end 
with the first letter 
of the English alphabet? 
What’s a well-read man to do? 

Monday August 07, 2023 
Their question about 
his relational status 
came without warning. 
It was as direct as could 
be without being blatant.

Tuesday August 08, 2023 
Eno’s Apollo 
has more credibility 
than what it attempts 
to musically represent. 
At least the cover is real.  

Wednesday August 09, 2023 
Every so often 
he receives a translated 
notification. 
It reminds him that he has  
been taken away for good.  

Thursday August 10, 2023 
The fourth of the four 
was meant as a literal  
sentence to silence. 
The sound of this virtual 
distancing is deafening.  

Friday August 11, 2023 
The next thing they knew 
it had been ten hours since 
they started talking. 
Eternal life belongs to  
those who live in the present. 

Saturday August 12, 2023 
The Upojenie 
continues to gently play
upon his h(ear)t strings.
It is intuitive, but 
that does not make it less real.  

Sunday August 13, 2023 
He needed to feel 
the pain of loss one last time 
to remind himself 
of Schopenhauer’s maxim 
on what he will be missing. 

Monday August 14, 2023 
Preconceptual 
awareness between knowers 
knows no time nor space. 
It is the place in Rumi’s  
field where they have always lived. 

Tuesday August 15, 2023 
He protects himself 
from himself so that he can,
in turn, protect those
that he cares about the most. 
He will never interfere.  

Wednesday August 16, 2023
United States Live
has absolutely nothing
on this dear woman.
This is his monument to
the monumental mother. 

Thursday August 17, 2023 
One’s view of the world 
is either moralistic 
or aesthetical. 
Those who primarily see 
beauty have their own ethic. 

Friday August 18, 2023 
Time to retire 
into his oblivion, 
before it's too late. 
This process has already 
begun without much fanfare.  

Saturday August 19, 2023
Between nothingness 
and eternity exists
the free trilogy
that dear sister andrea
listens to inside her dream.

Sunday August 20, 2023 
The Tridentine Mass 
was once so Ordinary 
that to say it is 
Extraordinary is a  
commentary on the times.  

Monday August 21, 2023 
Hearing the sound of 
the enigmatic ocean 
brings back backbreaking 
moments of powerwashing 
oil away at Esso.

Tuesday August 22, 2023 
Depopulating 
all the rural areas  
is a part of the 
urbanization plan to
turn cities into prisons.   

Wednesday August 23, 2023 
And then there was one. 
Paying attention without 
expecting a thing 
in return is the only 
possible way to befriend.  

Thursday August 24, 2023 
After all these years, 
he is still quick enough to 
get out of the woods 
when he realizes that  
there’s no reciprocity. 

Friday August 25, 2023 
Just one year ago 
today they were forty-nine 
years old and wondered 
what was waiting for them in
the next decade of their life. 

Saturday August 26, 2023 
Just one year ago 
today they turned fifty years 
old and hopefully 
realized that despite the 
silence he still remembers.  

Sunday August 27, 2023 
And he walked with God 
and was seen no more because 
God took him into 
the Ciudad de Dios 
where he remains to this day.  

Monday August 28, 2023 
When he found his love 
he knew there was no other. 
One thousand years may 
come, and one thousand years may
go, but she shall always be. 

Tuesday August 29, 2023 
Sentence by sentence, 
word by word, and letter by 
letter they let love 
look not with their tired eyes, 
but with their retired minds.

Wednesday August 30, 2023 
It is best to rest 
with the words of Doris Day: 
“Que sera, sera, 
whatever will be, will be, 
the future’s not ours to see...”

Thursday August 31, 2023 
An old friend of his 
recently started writing  
on a very old 
typewriter because he is 
an old school type of writer. 

Saturday, 1 July 2023

Painted Rice Cakes

The Essential Dōgen
Edited by Tanahashi and Levitt
Shambhala
2013

The Essential Dōgen


















Aspiration and Search
Hotsu bodai shin.
This is the way-seeking-mind.
Doshin finds itself.
The Young Man at Mount Taibo.
The Old Man from Tiantong.

Zazen
What's beyond thinking?
Nothing worth thinking about.
What price not thinking?
Thoughts are overpriced within
the marketplace of ideas.

Samadhi
To enter within
without ever coming out.
In through the out door.
What is in and what is out?
Sit without and be within.

Bowing
Bowing formally
in only one direction.
In this way the way
remains as the world retains
the basis for its being.

Each Activity is Sacred
Joyful mind, kind mind,
and great mind in everything
we put our mind to.
The tenzo worked sixty eight
years feeding talkative monks.

Robe
The outer, inner,
and great are the robes of the
liberated monk.
And the kashaya marks him
as a homeless, nameless, man.

Vulture Peak
The First Ancestor:
the face-to-face-mind-to-mind
transmission of Zen.
The udumbara blossom 
blinks and smiles to this day. 

Bodhidharma
The merciless snow
covered Huike to his waist.
Shedding frozen tears
strengthened his aspiration
for worldly amputation. 

Scriptures
The net of scriptures 
entangle those who write of 
the net of scriptures 
entangling those writing 
about this entanglement.  

Schools of Zen
There is no Zen school
because there's nothing to teach.
The many Zen schools
that continue to teach this
truth are worthy of the name. 

Authenticity
Realization
requires neither scripture,
nor teacher, nor self.
"Direct experience" can
be understood in this way. 

The Awakened Way
He studied Huineng's
old mud all-inclusively.
It took him eight years
to not speak about what it
is that thus comes to meet him. 

Enlightenment
The impermanence 
of the self and of the world 
is the beginning, 
the middle, and the end of 
achieving enlightenment.

July 2023

Longevity






















Saturday July 01, 2023  
To be liberal  
is to be someone who thinks  
that cruelty is the  
worst thing that you can inflict  
upon another person.  

Sunday July 02, 2023  
He was not surprised  
to discover their secrets.  
They are written down  
in words for the world to read.  
The devil’s in the details.   

Monday July 03, 2023  
Once again it is  
the beginning of the end  
as he continues  
to revisit the ruins  
of his European past.  

Tuesday July 04, 2023  
Virtual silence  
is beginning to appear  
now that three quarters  
of the four-fold roadside vow  
have quietly come and gone.  

Wednesday July 05, 2023  
He hopes that it won’t  
last longer than expected.  
No one knows these things.  
All that he can do is pray  
that it stays that way for now.   

Thursday July 06, 2023  
The consequences  
of his own consecration  
have been recently  
revealed to his consciousness.  
How quaint the ways of wabi.  

Friday July 07, 2023  
He was listening  
to the Wrecking Ball record  
while remembering  
his life in the before-time  
before it was demolished.   

Saturday July 08, 2023  
It is lunacy  
to try and change the way things  
are now that he has  
habituated them through  
ten years of lonely living.   

Sunday July 09, 2023  
Come under her black  
wings little birds, all of you  
who have been unmade.  
They will make you one again  
once again until the end.   

Monday July 10, 2023  
Is it possible  
to be found in translation?  
At least AI tries.   
At this stage it is a mute  
point whether it will remain.   

Tuesday July 11, 2023  
He experienced  
both kinds in the span of a  
few years (give or take).  
Invasion of the Body  
Snatchers is not just a film.   

Wednesday July 12, 2023  
“Love” is another  
word for “paying attention.”  
Even the slightest  
instance of attentiveness  
can make a world of difference.  

Thursday July 13, 2023  
All it took was two  
acknowledgments for his world  
to become different  
from how it had been for the  
past seventy-two hours.   

Friday July 14, 2023  
They really do need  
to be avoided as much  
as possible now,  
despite how much it costs him.  
Is it a small price to pay?  

Saturday July 15, 2023  
Heaven and Earth must  
be moved before he ever  
considers changing  
his manner of life - it is  
a matter of life and death.  

Sunday July 16, 2023  
Carnap’s principle  
of tolerance still applies,  
now more than ever.  
Most people talk using the  
material mode of speech.   

Monday July 17, 2023  
He understands that  
it is better to be safe  
than to be sorry.  
Leaving well enough alone?
Err on the side of caution. 

Tuesday July 18, 2023 
Less will remain less. 
More is much more than he needs. 
He knows it will change. 
His history confirms it. 
But at least he is reading.  

Wednesday July 19, 2023 
While he wants to be 
respectfully sensitive 
to their form of life, 
still, it will turn out to be 
their loss if nothing changes. 

Thursday July 20, 2023 
An SVDM 
once again would be the worst 
thing that could happen.  
It is a reductio 
ad absurdum from the pit.

Friday July 21, 2023 
At the last minute 
he was asked if presenting 
his findings would work.  
Their timing is no concern. 
Their intent, however, is. 

Saturday July 22, 2023
More than anything
else, it is friendship that stands
the test of timing.
The only prerequisite?
Primal punctuality. 

Sunday July 23, 2023 
“So, you still do that?” 
A remark like this is like 
the natural nudge 
of a finger against a 
wall about to fall over. 

Monday July 24, 2023 
The trickster archetype. 
The spite to get it just right. 
The unconscious myth. 
The wish to follow the bliss. 
The definite article.  

Tuesday July 25, 2023 
And three days later 
it is acknowledged again 
(this time tellingly).  
Why do the minutes feel like 
mountains that he must surmount?

Wednesday July 26, 2023 
He did not know what 
he was looking for until  
it opened the door 
(that he had been knocking on 
all these years) and asked him in.  

Thursday July 27, 2023 
A dream like that is 
a definite harbinger 
of a joy that is 
unspeakable and full of  
undeniable glory.

Friday July 28, 2023 
From Platonism 
to Positivism to 
Pragmatism to 
apophatic Poetry: 
Keep it secret | Keep it silent.

Saturday July 29, 2023 
If by eternal 
life we don’t mean infinite 
duration in time, 
then Tolstoy is right: eternal 
life is the present moment. 

Sunday July 30, 2023 
The closest he got 
to camping while growing up 
was Holiday Inn. 
To this day he still loves the  
scent of chlorinated pools.  

Monday July 31, 2023 
He is a letter 
writer from the ancient school  
of literate love.  
The romantic troubadours 
of old have nothing on him.  

Saturday, 3 June 2023

June 2023

Yorkville | Toronto


















Thursday June 01, 2023 
He pays attention, 
fully, completely, truly. 
He knows what it is 
for, and so he’ll say no more 
(it is all that he has left). 

Friday June 02, 2023 
“You are a poet 
and you don’t know it, but your 
feet show it, because 
they are Longfellows” (so said 
his mother when he was young).  

Saturday June 03, 2023 
He knew beforehand, 
yet it did not give him pause 
the way it does now. 
Why this change in reaction? 
The reason is retention. 

Sunday June 04, 2023 
"Heliocentric 
cosmology is nothing 
but Freemasonry 
dressed in scientistic drag."
The sun is not the center?

Monday June 05, 2023
He made his peace with
late-stage Catholicism
by remaining a 
nominalistic misfit, 
just like Ockham before him.

Tuesday June 06, 2023 
Seated to his left 
was a Loretto Sister, 
and seated to his 
right was a Jesuit Priest: 
neither clowns nor jokers be. 

Wednesday June 07, 2023 
It is with fondness 
that he recalls when her last 
name became her first. 
How ruthless of her, and yet 
how ruefully endearing. 

Thursday June 08, 2023 
And then his vision 
was broken into pieces. 
Whether it can be 
peaced back together again 
depends on his adhesive.

Friday June 09, 2023 
Seven times a day 
turns out to be doable: 
no more, and no less. 
Unless his circumstances 
change, the routine will remain. 

Saturday June 10, 2023 
The more time he spends 
in social recreation, 
the more he’s convinced 
that silent reclusion is 
the only way out for him.  

Sunday June 11, 2023
He read the Decree
on Ecumenism and
came to conclude that
"The Dream of Karl Rahner"
is a Jesuit nightmare. 

Monday June 12, 2023 
It would have to be 
completely exposed if it
saw the light of day.
It is best for all involved 
to leave it in the dark room. 

Tuesday June 13, 2023 
Unspectacular 
monks advertise neither 
their means, nor their end.  
They sit and they stare because 
they just don’t care anymore.  

Wednesday June 14, 2023
It started in a 
5,000 watt radio
station in Fresno,
with a sixty-five dollar
paycheck, and a crazy dream.

Thursday June 15, 2023 
Friends that are worthy 
of the name create, sustain, 
and remain within 
the mythical shadow of 
their own origin story.  

Friday June 16, 2023 
He was brought back full 
circle to the time before 
the system seduced,
reduced, and reintroduced
him to his dark passenger. 

Saturday June 17, 2023 
What is he building? 
We have a right to know what 
he’s building in there. 
Personal privacy is 
all well and good...till it’s not.  

Sunday June 18, 2023 
He was at Massey 
last night with his daughter to 
see the queen of song. 
Her pill went down easily 
(neither jagged nor little). 

Monday June 19, 2023 
They deliberately 
prevented him from knowing 
anything about 
them, so why continue to
try and find out about him?

Tuesday June 20, 2023 
One thoughtlessly used 
remark on an historic 
landmark can quickly 
turn into a landmine that 
blows up an ancient friendship.   

Wednesday June 21, 2023 
A silent sorry 
was the response he received 
from the one person 
he thought that he truly knew. 
It gave him serious pause.  

Thursday June 22, 2023 
He wonders whether 
something incriminating 
was said among them 
that they don’t want to disclose. 
It is beyond his control.  

Friday June 23, 2023 
The REC button 
has been pressed for many years 
without him knowing.  
A life has been recorded. 
It will never be erased.  

Saturday June 24, 2023 
It took only one 
late-night reaction for the 
old OLSB 
to be thoroughly returned 
to its earlier glory. 

Sunday June 25, 2023 
Once you determine 
your function within the caste 
system of the world, 
the better off you will be. 
The powers that be can see.  

Monday June 26, 2023 
The art of dwelling 
manifests itself within 
the art gallery 
he is presently writing 
a critical review on.  

Tuesday June 27, 2023 
Realization: 
the present state of affairs 
is the exception, 
definitely not the rule  
(the sane are seen as insane). 
 
Wednesday June 28, 2023 
Two years already? 
Most do not last beyond that. 
He has been pushing 
the technical envelope 
longer than he expected. 

Thursday June 29, 2023 
After a sleepless 
night that was punctuated 
by delirious 
counter-factual horrors, 
he drank cold Nescafé Gold.  

Friday June 30, 2023 
Cold Nescafé Gold 
is turning out to be his 
mourning drink of choice 
now that he has ventured out 
into the world of #hashtags.