Saturday, 3 June 2023

June 2023

Yorkville | Toronto


















Thursday June 01, 2023 
He pays attention, 
fully, completely, truly. 
He knows what it is 
for, and so he’ll say no more 
(it is all that he has left). 

Friday June 02, 2023 
“You are a poet 
and you don’t know it, but your 
feet show it, because 
they are Longfellows” (so said 
his mother when he was young).  

Saturday June 03, 2023 
He knew beforehand, 
yet it did not give him pause 
the way it does now. 
Why this change in reaction? 
The reason is retention. 

Sunday June 04, 2023 
"Heliocentric 
cosmology is nothing 
but Freemasonry 
dressed in scientistic drag."
The sun is not the center?

Monday June 05, 2023
He made his peace with
late-stage Catholicism
by remaining a 
nominalistic misfit, 
just like Ockham before him.

Tuesday June 06, 2023 
Seated to his left 
was a Loretto Sister, 
and seated to his 
right was a Jesuit Priest: 
neither clowns nor jokers be. 

Wednesday June 07, 2023 
It is with fondness 
that he recalls when her last 
name became her first. 
How ruthless of her, and yet 
how ruefully endearing. 

Thursday June 08, 2023 
And then his vision 
was broken into pieces. 
Whether it can be 
peaced back together again 
depends on his adhesive.

Friday June 09, 2023 
Seven times a day 
turns out to be doable: 
no more, and no less. 
Unless his circumstances 
change, the routine will remain. 

Saturday June 10, 2023 
The more time he spends 
in social recreation, 
the more he’s convinced 
that silent reclusion is 
the only way out for him.  

Sunday June 11, 2023
He read the Decree
on Ecumenism and
came to conclude that
"The Dream of Karl Rahner"
is a Jesuit nightmare. 

Monday June 12, 2023 
It would have to be 
completely exposed if it
saw the light of day.
It is best for all involved 
to leave it in the dark room. 

Tuesday June 13, 2023 
Unspectacular 
monks advertise neither 
their means, nor their end.  
They sit and they stare because 
they just don’t care anymore.  

Wednesday June 14, 2023
It started in a 
5,000 watt radio
station in Fresno,
with a sixty-five dollar
paycheck, and a crazy dream.

Thursday June 15, 2023 
Friends that are worthy 
of the name create, sustain, 
and remain within 
the mythical shadow of 
their own origin story.  

Friday June 16, 2023 
He was brought back full 
circle to the time before 
the system seduced,
reduced, and reintroduced
him to his dark passenger. 

Saturday June 17, 2023 
What is he building? 
We have a right to know what 
he’s building in there. 
Personal privacy is 
all well and good...till it’s not.  

Sunday June 18, 2023 
He was at Massey 
last night with his daughter to 
see the queen of song. 
Her pill went down easily 
(neither jagged nor little). 

Monday June 19, 2023 
They deliberately 
prevented him from knowing 
anything about 
them, so why continue to
try and find out about him?

Tuesday June 20, 2023 
One thoughtlessly used 
remark on an historic 
landmark can quickly 
turn into a landmine that 
blows up an ancient friendship.   

Wednesday June 21, 2023 
A silent sorry 
was the response he received 
from the one person 
he thought that he truly knew. 
It gave him serious pause.  

Thursday June 22, 2023 
He wonders whether 
something incriminating 
was said among them 
that they don’t want to disclose. 
It is beyond his control.  

Friday June 23, 2023 
The REC button 
has been pressed for many years 
without him knowing.  
A life has been recorded. 
It will never be erased.  

Saturday June 24, 2023 
It took only one 
late-night reaction for the 
old OLSB 
to be thoroughly returned 
to its earlier glory. 

Sunday June 25, 2023 
Once you determine 
your function within the caste 
system of the world, 
the better off you will be. 
The powers that be can see.  

Monday June 26, 2023 
The art of dwelling 
manifests itself within 
the art gallery 
he is presently writing 
a critical review on.  

Tuesday June 27, 2023 
Realization: 
the present state of affairs 
is the exception, 
definitely not the rule  
(the sane are seen as insane). 
 
Wednesday June 28, 2023 
Two years already? 
Most do not last beyond that. 
He has been pushing 
the technical envelope 
longer than he expected. 

Thursday June 29, 2023 
After a sleepless 
night that was punctuated 
by delirious 
counter-factual horrors, 
he drank cold Nescafé Gold.  

Friday June 30, 2023 
Cold Nescafé Gold 
is turning out to be his 
mourning drink of choice 
now that he has ventured out 
into the world of #hashtags.