Saturday, 1 April 2023

April 2023

Gould's Grammy













Saturday April 01, 2023 
The writer in him 
rejoices that the only 
Grammy that Glenn Gould 
garnered during his lifetime 
was for writing liner notes.

Sunday April 02, 2023 
He waited beside 
the empty sea, wishing that 
they could simply be, 
kneeling in the sinking sand, 
with his head within his hands. 

Monday April 03, 2023 
An old Rick Deckard 
says to a young KD6 
that there are times when 
love demands that you become 
a cichy nieznajomy.   

Tuesday April 04, 2023 
“Don’t it always seem 
to go, that you don’t know what 
you've got 'til it’s gone.” 
For the first time in his life, 
his heart understands these words. 

Wednesday April 05, 2023 
“Ultimate concern” 
concerns him, ever since he 
embraced Paul Tillich’s 
Protestant Principle as 
his penultimate concern. 

Thursday April 06, 2023 
His muse inspires 
every single poetic 
word he has written. 
She is his without-which-not,
his secret sine qua non.  

Friday April 07, 2023 
His state of wonder 
and serenity began 
forty years ago 
when he heard the very first 
note of the first Aria.  

Saturday April 08, 2023 
Smiling, laughing, 
thinking, mourning, and crying 
while contemplating
his own joyful gratitude
for where the streets have no name.  

Sunday April 09, 2023 
When they met four years 
ago today, he broke down  
and cried tears of joy. 
He will never uncover. 
Will he ever recover? 

Monday April 10, 2023 
Old Blood's old remark 
“Not empiricism and 
yet realism 
in philosophy, that is 
the hardest thing” resonates. 

Tuesday April 11, 2023 
He needed to deal  
with some unnecessary 
trivialities  
in order to set his life 
in order before it ends. 

Wednesday April 12, 2023 
One way to say it: 
“Being is the principle 
without principle” 
(gesticulating with words 
is his peculiar habit).  

Thursday April 13, 2023
The only reason
why he writes his poetry
in the third person
singular is obvious:
he is no Henry Miller. 

Friday April 14, 2023 
The new luminous 
mysteries are as old as 
the gospel itself. 
Yet the Sedevacantist
in him passes them over.  

Saturday April 15, 2023 
Apophatism  
is the great leveler when 
it comes to dogma. 
Even Aquinas stopped his 
Summa after his vision.   

Sunday April 16, 2023 
On April sixteenth, 
two thousand and nineteen, he 
wrote Nagle (his own 
romantic recognition): 
“Rachel, her name was Rachel...” 

Monday April 17, 2023 
“Oh, my Lord your love 
completely envelopes me” 
(so sings Fred Again 
at the end of Tiny Desk 
on NPR radio).  

Tuesday April 18, 2023 
Cry to Him and He 
will hear thee, and He will shew 
thee great things, and sure
things which thou knowest not nor
ever will without His will. 

Wednesday April 19, 2023 
66 appeared 
to him yesterday morning 
while he was waking 
up for his 333.
Tempus fugit for him now.

Thursday April 20, 2023
And then suddenly
it is nagle once again
after a very
long period of silence.
This never goes unnoticed. 

Friday April 21, 2023 
Paying attention:
Herbert von Karajan’s E 
major was noticed.
Detecting details like this
is what seals the deal for him.  

Saturday April 22, 2023 
To say of God that 
His center is everywhere 
and His circumference 
is nowhere is to say that 
God is speechlessly simple. 

Sunday April 23, 2023 
Two birds were singing  
just outside of his lakeside 
loft as he woke up.
Their early morning love song
tenderly reminded him.

Monday April 24, 2023 
Systematizing 
every aspect of his life 
has been the basis 
for the spontaneity 
he so easily enjoys.

Tuesday April 25, 2023 
The precious little 
that is left, after his vast 
collection of words 
is given away, will still 
be present for the taking.  

Wednesday April 26, 2023 
When his health is poor,
people, places, and things that 
once were his concern
start to fade from consciousness. 
This happens more often now.

Thursday April 27, 2023 
“Visiting orphans 
and widows in their distress” 
has always been the 
best answer to the question: 
What makes your life worth living?

Friday April 28, 2023 
His father had a  
sign in his office that read: 
Aged Experience 
Will Always Win Out Over 
Youthful Enthusiasm. 

Saturday April 29, 2023 
April is their month. 
It shall continue to be  
his own Baltic see: 
fall in love with your eyes wide 
shut and always stay that way.  

Sunday April 30, 2023 
He knows what he is 
here for, and he remains true 
to what he must do 
until his beautiful friend 
(the end) closes all the doors.