Saturday May 01, 2021
Closing the circle
before returning back to
where it all began
for him nine long years ago.
It's nothing but scalping now.
Sunday May 02, 2021
This ancient terrain
must be completely traversed
before it can be
finally reversed, restored,
and respectfully ignored.
Monday May 03, 2021
Three intimate words
was all he wrote after the
cellular silence
ended the five hour call.
All for one and none for all.
Tuesday May 04, 2021
The anxiety
of waiting to hear the worst
news conceivable
brought him to his trembling knees.
It is what it is, and was.
Wednesday May 05, 2021
Ave María.
He prays to her in Latin.
It is the grammar,
despite what the modernists
say about his tradition.
Thursday May 06, 2021
Dirty projections.
The sum and substance of it.
It has been confirmed.
How will he ever get free?
He shall see what he has seen.
Friday May 07, 2021
He has always been
open to what must be done.
This comes from beyond.
The present circumstances
are a kind confirmation.
Saturday May 08, 2021
This time it's different
because of the kind warning
he rightly received
that simply could be neither
missed nor misinterpreted.
Sunday May 09, 2021
Why has it taken
until this penultimate
praxeological
period of his own life
to scalp stocks for his supper?
Monday May 10, 2021
His plan is in place,
but he is wondering if
the timeline must be
more aggressive than it is.
The malaise is setting in.
Tuesday May 11, 2021
It’s double duty
for him for now for a short
period of time.
If he extends it further,
things will get complicated.
Wednesday May 12, 2021
Reading a textbook
at this late stage of his life
is more than enough
indication that he’s on
the correct trajectory.
Thursday May 13, 2021
He feels the conflict
coming in waves upon waves
of emotional
complexity and concern.
This always works itself out.
Friday May 14, 2021
Leave it alone long
enough and it will implode
from within without
any active abstention.
Reaction is his action.
Saturday May 15, 2021
He has been given
a third opportunity
to live clean again.
The way that he will seize it
fits both the crime and the time.
Sunday May 16, 2021
This morning it is
better, the cold and wind cleared
the air, but it is
a yearly phenomena
every winter after fall.
Monday May 17, 2021
Humility comes
before all fallible acts
of his omission
can be fully forgiven.
It is time to disappear.
Tuesday May 18, 2021
Q4 say no more,
despite knowing that it will
be fully disclosed.
He has never been employed
for more than three to five years.
Wednesday May 19, 2021
The maliciousness
was spewed forth in furious
fashion once again.
This is the last reminder
he will need to not relate.
Thursday May 20, 2021
Ernest Hemingway
published a book entitled
Men Without Women.
It’s a collection of short
stories about long topics.
Friday May 21, 2021
After having faced
the onslaught of emotion
he receives a note
that attempts to justify
it as in line with nature.
Saturday May 22, 2021
Just what is the point
of him watching a movie
about a man who
suffers from an addiction?
It is a shame it was sent.
Sunday May 23, 2021
His apophatic
reading of Vatican II
does not change a thing.
It just confirms everything
that he has always unknown.
Monday May 24, 2021
John Henry Newman
is what he always wanted
John Dewey to be
for him and his profession.
Both of them wrote in English.
Tuesday May 25, 2021
John Henry Newman
was a theological
Oratorian.
He is also one of four
patron saints he petitioned.
Wednesday May 26, 2021
He has no patience
for the administrative
minutiae he deals
with on a daily basis.
It thoroughly exhausts him.
Thursday May 27, 2021
Finally some relief
from the constant drudgery:
Q4 wants some more.
The hiring ritual
must be endured once again.
Friday May 28, 2021
The cool air blowing
down on the top of his head
is a comforting
reminder that patience wins
out at the end of the day.
Saturday May 29, 2021
It was the last straw:
he presented it as a
recommendation,
but it most definitely
was intended as a threat.
Sunday May 30, 2021
On his thirty fourth
wedding anniversary
he soon realized
her loose end was finally tied
(precisely because he tried).
Monday May 31, 2021
When he heard her talk
about tying up loose ends
he knew it was through.
This confirms what he once wrote:
"It's nothing but scalping now."
