Wednesday, 1 May 2024

May 2024

Insomnia











Wednesday May 01, 2024 
It has been one month 
to the day that they infused 
their insomnia.  
The last time was three hundred 
and seventy weeks ago. 

Thursday May 02, 2024 
Now that he is back 
to his old sleeping habits, 
he remains refreshed. 
He will gladly give up his 
nocturnal habitation. 

Friday May 03, 2024 
He received reprieve 
from the corporate collective 
through troubleshooting. 
It does not take very much 
to reassure a person.  

Saturday May 04, 2024 
The last request came 
just prior to him going 
mute for the next week.  
This gives him time to figure 
out what this is all about.  

Sunday May 05, 2024 
Section nine hundred 
and twenty-one mentions it,
and endorses it.  
He does not need official 
confirmation, but it’s nice.  

Monday May 06, 2024 
He took two one way
streets as a dear detour 
to sanctuary.  
The golden pocket watch is
Rumi's timely reminder.

Tuesday May 07, 2024
His is a lost cause
born of habitualized
hallucinations.
And yet, he continues to 
project his projectiles. 

Wednesday May 08, 2024 
Merton wrote about  
being annihilated 
by obedience. 
To “kiss everything good-bye" 
(as he put it) was the means. 

Thursday May 09, 2024 
His approach has been 
to kill them with kindness lest 
they kill him in turn.  
What they take as a weakness 
is the greatest strength of all.  

Friday May 10, 2024 
Now he will always 
be a part of their crucial 
therapeutic work.  
It was very kind of them 
to include him in this way.  

Saturday May 11, 2024
He was asked many
times why he chose to connect
after all these years.
And his answer was the same
each time, despite their caution. 

Sunday May 12, 2024
So, "so let it be"
will be the way that it ends
without saying so?
It would be fitting given
the reason for reaching out. 

Monday May 13, 2024
To start once again
must be like a phobia 
of sorts for his kind. 
No matter how hard he tries
to avoid page one, it's there. 

Tuesday May 14, 2024 
Even voice-overs 
cannot compensate for his 
nine-to-five malaise.  
His present circumstances 
preclude long-term happiness.  

Wednesday May 15, 2024 
He recently found 
out why they got married in 
an old funeral home.  
Out of love for all involved 
this secret remains hidden.  

Thursday May 16, 2024
By agreeing to 
disagree he is able
to maintain the peace.
Common presuppositions
are absent for some reason. 

Friday May 17, 2024 
To have the work he 
did remain unknown to them 
is not the point here. 
Something psychologically 
sinister is going on.  

Saturday May 18, 2024 
New things are coming 
his way now that he is in 
his sixtieth year.  
He does not know what they are, 
but he gladly welcomes them.  

Sunday May 19, 2024 
He is on the verge 
once again, contemplating 
his retirement.  
If there ever was a time 
for new tires, this is it.  

Monday May 20, 2024 
His own inner truth 
and greatness has been "the fist 
of Fate" from the start.
They will never understand
the reason for the silence.

Tuesday May 21, 2024 
His last day arrived 
inconspicuously and 
without incident.  
He was told to remain calm 
and use the early exit.  

Wednesday May 22, 2024 
By the end of June 
he will be fully prepared 
to begin his end.  
His hope is that it will be  
completely independent.  

Thursday May 23, 2024 
He was forced to make 
a life-changing decision 
under deep duress.  
It is the latest instance  
of how he cuts his losses.  

Friday May 24, 2024 
The person who wrote 
the testimonial most 
likely codes for them.  
This is the impression he 
received given the pay scale.  

Saturday May 25, 2024 
He was pleasantly 
led to their night shift, something 
far superior.  
Reaching rock bottom prepared 
him for the light of the moon. 

Sunday May 26, 2024 
Incorporating 
data annotation is 
the future of work.  
This more than fits into his 
selfless anonymity. 

Monday May 27, 2024 
He is interested 
to find out if the hardware 
he uses is his.  
There is a chance it may have 
been completely forgotten. 

Tuesday May 28, 2024 
He sat up in bed 
again in the dead of night 
till the break of dawn.  
He still yearns for these nocturnes
to silently comfort him. 

Wednesday May 29, 2024 
He remembers them 
saying “moment by moment” 
more often than not.  
This is especially true 
during these uncertain days.  

Thursday May 30, 2024 
It is not without 
note that the esoteric 
version reappears.  
It casts a shadow over 
previous commentary. 

Friday May 31, 2024 
The rise and the fall 
of the exoteric rite 
was necessary.  
It was the sine qua non 
of inner truth and greatness.