Monday, 1 May 2023

Madness And Civilization I

The Sayings Of The Desert Fathers
Cistercian Publications
1975




















"A time is coming when men will go mad, and when they see someone who is not mad, they will attack him saying, 'You are mad, you are not like us.'" (Abba Anthony)

Anthony the Great

1. Accidie
This is the question:
What must I do to be saved?
When Saint Anthony
experienced accidie
he asked it courageously. 

2. Attention
This is a question:
Why are there both rich and poor?
When Saint Anthony
received his answer to it,
he did not ask any more.

3. Ground
Have the grounding ground
under your feet at all times, 
live the sacred texts,
and do not easily leave
your heuristic hermitage.

4. Work
This is the great work:
take the blame for your faults and
expect temptation
to be your dark passenger
until the end of your days. 

5. Temptation
Experiencing
temptation in this life is
the sine qua non
of heavenly membership.
You can't have it without it. 

6. Control
Abba Pambo asked
the great Abba Anthony:
"What ought I to do?"
His three-fold answer ended
with emphasis on control. 

7. Humility
"Humility" was
the answer that a voice gave
to Anthony when
he (groaning) asked how to get
through all the enemy's snares. 

8. Discernment
Asceticism
without discernment keeps one
far away from God.
Somatic affliction is
only part of the process. 

9. Community
Gaining a brother
is the same as gaining God.
Sometimes hermitic
life can be meaningless if
cut off from community.

10. Intensity
The intensity
of hermitic life is lost
once solitary
being is slowly replaced
with secular loitering.

11. Desert
Hearing, speech, and sight
are the three conflicts that one
can simply avoid
by living in the desert
of their own isolation. 

12. Hermeneutics
Only Anthony
the Great could create something
from the nothingness
of their demonic visions. 
He knew his hermeneutics.

13. Brethren
The brethren will stretch
but not break only if their
own personal needs
are met by an elder who
is both older and wiser. 

14. Amends
We are not told what
sin the young monk committed
that caused him to weep. 
Sometimes God only gives us 
five days to make our amends. 

15. Better
Is it better to 
be thoroughly insulted
or sincerely praised?
If you are an empty cell,
then better does not matter. 

16. Hyperbole
What is great about
Saint Anthony is his use
of hyperbole. 
Of course he prays for the monk,
he just does it differently. 

17. Ignorance
It is not without
significance that Abba
Joseph did not know. 
Those so named have found the way
through semantic ignorance. 

18. Door
If you lack a door
then you do not have a cell
to be silent in. 
And if you have a door make
sure that it is always closed. 

19. Invalids
"We cannot do this
and we cannot do that" is
said by invalids. 
Invalidity of this
kind requires food and prayer.

20. Renunciation
To reject the world
requires a radical
renunciation. 
Pulling this off is next to
impossible, but worth it. 

21. Authority
Abba Anthony
sent the tempted monastic
back from where he came. 
Those monks who had cast him out
received him with guilt and shame. 

22. Movements
The natural and
gluttonous and demonic
movements must be known. 
They each affect us toward
bodily sin and evil. 

23. Weakness
If men were weak when
Saint Anthony was alive,
how weak are we now?
This question should humble us
and cause us to seek His grace. 

24. Equality
There was an urban
doctor who gave to the poor
and sang the Sanctus.
Even the Angels agreed
he was Anthony's equal. 

25. Sanity
The time is upon
us when the mad men think we
are out of our minds.
To protect our sanity
we enter cells and lock doors. 

26. Moses
Abba Anthony
went out into the desert
to talk with Moses.
He knew that the primary
of all sources would teach him. 

27. Enough
"It is enough for
me to see you, Father" said
the silent Father. 
This text allows us to see
how silence answers questions. 

Monday, 17 April 2023

Of Whom The World Was Not Worthy

The Wisdom Of The Desert
Thomas Merton
New Directions
1970














“Of whom the world was not worthy: wandering in deserts, in mountains and in dens and in caves of the earth.” 
(Hebrews 11:38) 

I.
What should he do now?
Don't place any confidence
in private virtue.
He must control his hunger,
and he must control his tongue.

II.
Sit in submission.
Live as clean as possible.
Always be thankful.
These are the ways to practice
the silent presence of God.

III.
Keeping his heart safe
can be done by faithfully
listening to it.
It alone knows what is best.
Only then can he do good.

IV.
There are more than three
wise men found in the Bible.
Noah, Job, Daniel
can be added to the list
of those who knew to adore.

V.
Hating vanity
and a very easy life:
the sine qua non
of freedom from distracting
communitarian strife. 

VI.
If Abbot Pambo
is right, then he won't even
begin to begin
at the beginning during
this life of obedience.

VII.
Brother to Elder:
"How is the fear of God gained?"
Elder to Brother:
"It is gained through poverty,
humility, and mercy."

VIII.
Hermit to Hermit:
"Be careful not to water
any vegetables."
The young cenobites could not
outwit these wise old serpents. 

IX.
This is the monk's work:
love the Lord and hate evil.
This is how it's done:
obeying, meditating,
and walking with Enoch's God. 

X.
He does not argue.
“You know what you are saying”
is the end of it. 
And if someone speaks the truth,
he simply lets his Yes be.

XI.
Determination
diminishes once his own
cell is abandoned. 
The no-longer-I reminds
him to remain where he is. 

XII.
First he must flee men,
then he can be led toward
his own salvation.
This penultimate step is
the rooting of not sinning. 

XIII.
If he asked Father
Moses of old for a good
word, would he tell him
to sit within his cell like
Abbot Moses in Scete?

XIV.
How does the elder
know that the laughter he hears
is not an answer
in the presence of the Lord
of the heavens and the earth?

XV.
If he thinks his tongue
is a stone within his mouth,
then he can carry
it easier than Abbot 
Agatho did for three years. 

XVI.
It is not anger
that is the matter with him,
but rather whether
it ever gets to his lips. 
Silence keeps demons afraid. 

XVII.
It was much better
for the brother not to sell
the book he stole from
Abbot Anastasius.
He returned then retained it.

XVIII.
If you lose yourself
through your anger while trying
to correct someone,
you only gratify your
own passionate ambition. 

XIX.
At least eating red
flesh and drinking fresh red wine
is not as bad as
devouring your brother
by detracting his person. 

XX.
It’s better to have 
a cellar cave in on you,
than participate 
in acts that violate your 
level of maturity.  

XXI.
The difference between 
a monk and a perfect one 
can be summed up thus: 
“...you would not even have looked 
...to see that we were women.” 

XXII.
The brother showed him
his lacerated body
that the dogs and birds
were both responsible for.
With devils its even worse. 

XXIII.
Abbot Macarius
spoke to Abbot Theodore
about the one thing
that is needful to truly
profit from his three good books. 

XXIV.
To pray for fourteen
years without ceasing to rid
oneself of anger
is to apply Ephesians
chapter four verse twenty six. 

XXV.
The most manual
monks are those intimately
tried by temptations.
The measure of their manner
is measured by their manners. 

XXVI.
Patiently knowing
one's working limitations
is the hidden key
to getting anywhere in
our own virtuous labours. 

XXVII.
Like a transplanted
tree that does not bear its fruit,
so is the moving
monk who does not remain still. 
He can never be planted. 

XXVIII.
Solitude is both
the furnace of Babylon
for those seeking God,
and an ancient pillar of
cloud for those God is seeking. 

XXIX.
The only response
to those who are traders in
words, and to those who
seek to glory in the words
of another, is silence.

XXX.
Once you put into
practice the things that you write
about, then further
hand waving with words is no
longer a necessity. 

XXXI.
Abbot Moses once
tried fooling a follower
into believing
that he was a heretic
in order to avoid him. 

XXXII.
There is gluttony
of the flesh and of the soul.
To overcome both
one must fast, but in two ways:
avoid food and avoid fools. 

XXXIII.
Martha embodied
Paul's pragmatic principle
"If any man will
not work, neither let him eat."
She's Mary's sine qua non:
there's no "best part" without her. 

XXXIV.
Serapion sold
his copy of the Gospels
and gave the money
to the poor because the book
told him to sell and to give. 

XXXV.
To pray "O God, we
worked hard for the food we eat,
so, thanks for nothing,"
is simply another way 
to pray like Abbot Sisois. 

XXXVI.
To attribute all
things, both good and evil, to
the dispensation
of God's wisdom is the way
that one turns the other cheek.

XXXVII.
"There once was a great
hermit in the mountains" is
all you need to know. 
Being touched by Poeman's words
is the basis for greatness. 

XXXVIII.
To pass through the gate
requires rejecting the
turn to the subject.
This makes you realize that no
one ever gets insulted. 

XXXIX.
Once upon a time
in the valley of the cells
a monk spoke vainly.
It is better to use salt
than it is to speak of it. 

XL.
Those who sin remain
within the monastery
of necessity.
Abbot Bessarion taught
as much when he walked away. 

XLI.
He carries on his 
back a basket full of holes
that sand falls out of. 
What is the basket, what are
the holes, and what is the sand?

XLII.
What do we do when
we lose our nerve when sitting
alone in our cells?
If we don't despise, condemn, 
nor rebuke, then God gives peace. 

XLIII.
He who said that "Thou
shall not fornicate" also
said "Thou shalt not judge."
Bourgeois hermits must show more
compassion toward themselves. 

XLIV.
Abbot Ammonas
said: "Sit in your cell and eat
a little each day."
In this way we ask the Lord
to be merciful to us. 

XLV.
Abbot John the Dwarf
became what he was because
he was no angel.
Dionysius taught us 
about the hierarchy. 

XLVI.
The thoughts in our heart
will rot from the inside out
if not acted on. 
This is a warning to those
called upon to contemplate. 

XLVII.
Tolstoy's Three Hermits
represent our silence and
sickness and service. 
They all prayed: "Three are you, three
are we, have mercy on us."

XLVIII.
When you try to drive
out malice with malice you
remain in the same. 
Abbot Pastor was very
pastoral with this wisdom. 

XLIX.
What does it mean to
be a true monk according
to Abbot Pastor?
Don't quarrel | Don't be angry |
Don't return evil in turn. 

L.
When distracting thoughts
appear our job is to say
no to each of them.
Trying to prevent them is
like trying to catch the wind. 

LI.
Discretion is like
an axe that cuts down a tree
with only one swing. 
Those who lack it hack away
until they are exhausted.