Thursday, 29 December 2022

Drawing With Light

Kilimanjaro (Gabriel Israel)















"You don't make a photograph just with a camera. You bring to the act of photography all the pictures you have seen, the books you have read, the music you have heard, the people you have loved." 
(Ansel Adams). 

Gabriel Israel is a draughtsman. Like all talented artists his drawing skills are excellent, and appeared early. His chalk drawing of a Rembrandt painting made when he was a teenager illustrates the depth of his technical talent. The same can also be said of his early Michelangelo reproductions. That he describes the act of photography as "light drawing" is therefore not without significance. "That's what I do," Gabriel says. "Drawing with light. For me it's like art. You capture something, like a painting." He knows whereof he speaks.

Rembrandt Chalk Drawing (Gabriel Israel)



















Street Scene, Venice, Italy (Gabriel Israel)












   
The High Renaissance and Dutch Golden Age are conspicuous by their influence in Gabriel's photography (at least by those who know their art history), and provide the artistic basis for his romantically realist philosophy of art. If philosophy begins in wonder (as Aristotle says), then so does photography, at least the kind that Gabriel has perfected through his body of work.

Art can be usefully described as a selective recreation of reality based on an artist's value judgements. The monetary value that collectors have rightly seen in Gabriel's recreations is rooted in his values as an artist. When I asked him to sum up his work in one word Gabriel immediately said "passion." It is the passion beneath, between, and behind Gabriel's photographic acts that makes his pictures not only well worth the taking, but also well worth the partaking in by those of us who are as serious about collecting great art as we are about confronting the reason why it matters.

The philosopher and the photographer do the same thing, but they do it in different ways: they recognize wonder in nature and try to give expression to it, in words and in images. What does this Aristotelian wonder consist in? Gabriel sheds light on the significance of this question by answering it in his drawings. They contain captured moments of absolute clarity. To encounter them is to have the silence of that attentive moment drown out the noise of the attenuating multitude. They help us feel rather than think by respecting and conveying the passion of lived-experience. In Gabriel the philosopher and photographer become one: to truly feel is to truly see. What is the eye that sees but is never itself seen? The answer to this koan is in the seeing (for the soul of the eye is seeing).

Lower Antelope Canyon Crystal Ball (Gabriel Israel)













Gabriel is a romantic. His romance consists in his technical ability to draw us in and make us wonder at the existence of the real world, frame by frame. To illustrate this point, Gabriel showed me a series of pictures he took of the Royal Ontario Museum in Toronto, Ontario. "They get you thinking," he said. I asked him what he meant. "It's the power of this building," he answered, "the strong diagonal, the metal, the cold of the material." One picture in particular demonstrates what he means by the building's power. "The spiral tower has to be there," he said. "That is reality." He then drew my attention to the reflection in the window of the building. "The reflection looks like a painting." He then fell silent and let the picture do the talking.

Reflecting Dali, Royal Ontario Museum (Gabriel Israel)


















        
Gabriel is disciplined enough to capture light as it draws it's natural patterns, without getting in its way. "My job is to focus on the composition," he said. And like his High Renaissance master, Gabriel is able to envision the "David" in every shot he takes. But it's not as if he does not have an active role to play giving compositional expression to his visions.

Gabriel knows that photography has grown as an art form, in no small measure due to the rise of modern technology. Given his penchant for the technical side of his craft (he has mastered the tools of his trade), it should come as no surprise to find out that Gabriel's background is in engineering.

He earned his BSc degree at the Ben-Gurion University of the Negev in Industrial and Management Engineering. Since that time he has honed his technical skills in health care (where he produced the first Picture Archiving and Communicating (PAC) system for the imaging division in hospital operating rooms in Israel), in IT (where he held numerous Director and Vice Presidential roles in large corporations, from financial, client, and technology services to product management), in education (where he taught international professionals in the IT and financial sectors at a top Canadian university, along with his ongoing role as a photography instructor to a small group of talented and dedicated students), and through the creation and maintenance of his own full service IT consultancy company. As an artist he is a living example of Andy Warhol's claim that good art is good business.

This background informs why he champions digital photography, and how technology serves, not hinders, his art. "I think that back in the day, you clicked and that was it. Now, you click, but it is only when you press Save that you are finished." Between the Click and the Save you are able, through programs like Lightroom, to add more shadows and light until you feel your composition is finished.

The issue is not whether to manipulate a photograph. Manipulating a photograph is like drawing a picture. The trick is knowing when to stop. Less is more when it comes to manipulating High Dynamic Range (the ratio of light to dark in a photograph). Like great cooking, so great shooting: keep the essence of the natural ingredients and what they provide to the dish (a pinch of salt, a pinch of shadow). Gabriel has mastered the trick of his trade.

Hawaii Mountain (Gabriel Israel)
















Gabriel is also a realist. It's what forces him to shy away from manipulating a photograph beyond its natural subject matter. This subject matter matters to him. He respects it for a reason. It serves a personal purpose.

Photography begins in wonder, but it does not end there. Gabriel is aware that the wonder that draws you in will have an impact on you. That is the point of great art. It changes lives by inspiring us to live with the same passion and integrity that created it. And I suggest that it is this demand that every person senses when they look at Gabriel 's art with the same amount of passion that produced it. His drawings are personal reminders that creating and collecting art is never shut off from the reality within which both activities take place. 

Collecting Gabriel's art matters because its all in the value (both financial and personal). Gabriel's values as an artist open up the space for us to confront the wonder of existence, the wonder that there is something rather than nothing, to contemplate the fact that we are alive rather than dead, and to create a life worth living in attentive response to the essence he has captured in his photographs.

A clue to what this means (for artist and collector alike) is found in what he finds most valuable in one of his modern influences. While he recognizes Ansel Adams' technical mastery (Gabriel explained to me how Adams produced one of his famous landscape pictures by using a red filter on black and white, which changed the blue into a very dark blue, thereby turning it into a dark grey in contrast with the mountains he shot), for Gabriel this is not what makes Adams so valuable as an artist.

"I love how Ansel Adams was able to get the people in his pictures to do what they did in order for him to get the shot," Gabriel told me. It was Adams' ability to relate to people and integrate them into his work that is the great inspiration. It is the story behind the picture that Gabriel picks up on, and derives inspiration from in turn.

I began this review with a photograph that Gabriel took of Mount Kilimanjaro. There is a story behind this shot. In order to take it Gabriel had to climb Kilimanjaro. This is no small achievement. He told me that it was one of the most, if not the most, significant milestones in his life, but for more reasons than one. Part of the motivation for him was to raise money for the MukiBaum Foundation (an organization that helps children and adults with mental disabilities). Gabriel produced a photobook of his journey and sold it at their annual gala in a silent auction. All of the proceeds of the sale when to the foundation.

"Lady In The Wind", Lower Antelope Canyon (Gabriel Israel)













Apart from Adams, comparisons to Peter Lik and Gerhard Richter come readily to mind. I am thinking not only about the obvious artistic quality of Gabriel's work in relation to theirs. Gabriel is that good. I am also thinking as a collector. Gaby's light drawings are Lik-like in what I call their wall power (they are an interior decorator's dream), and Richter-like in their large-scale and vibrantly hued abstract character. This two-fold likeness makes his photographs very easy to live with.

Abstract Triptych on wall (Gabriel Israel)


   
It takes more than just knowing about a camera's ISO, aperture, and shutter speed that goes into making a great photograph. The camera is merely a translation device for art. Adams was right when he spoke about what the act of photography is really about. You bring to this act all of the pictures you have seen, all of the books you have read, all of the music you have heard, and all of the people you have loved. In the light of Gabriel Israel's passionate drawings, I would add one more thing to Adams' list. Gabriel teaches us that to turn the act of photography into the act of art, an art that is "born as the echo of God's laughter, the art that creates that fascinating imaginative realm where no one owns the truth and everyone has the right to be understood," you must bring to it the most important thing of all: the life you have lived. 

Gabriel Israel


















Sources
Gabriel Israel. Gabriel Israel Photography.
Judd Tully. "The Ascent Of Gerhard Richter." ART + AUCTION. June, 2012.
Milan Kundera. The Art Of The Novel. Grove Press Inc. 1988.

Thursday, 1 December 2022

December 2022




















Thursday December 01, 2022
The 'Tavistock' in
The Tavistock Lectures is
code for 488. 
It is not without note that 
Jung is on St. Pepper's. 

Friday December 02, 2022
Fortunately he's 
not fit for the culture wars.
Like Klinger before
him he invoked section eight
and left the rest to ablate. 

Saturday December 03, 2022
She deliberately 
made herself known so that he 
could fully view her 
through his own rain-soaked lenses. 
How very gorgeous of her.

Sunday December 04, 2022
Unbeknownst to him
he could have used the Advent
calendar this year,
which would have been much better
because of his commitments. 

Monday December 05, 2022
Once again it turns
out that the tricksters are in
ultimate control
of both seasons and systems.
He's just along for the ride. 

Tuesday December 06, 2022
Many years ago
it was made known to him in
no uncertain terms
that the term 'dramarama'
was persona non grata.

Wednesday December 07, 2022
Who knew that you could
learn about economics 
and wit by reading
Stand Still Like The Humingbird?
Miller never disappoints. 

Thursday December 08, 2022
He is a vessel 
for the many-if-any 
personas that dwell 
and periodically swell 
secretly inside of him. 

Friday December 09, 2022
It took time for him 
to realize that their well-formed 
sentences lacked sense. 
He'd rather remain silent
and be taken as a snob. 

Saturday December 10, 2022
Back in the saddle 
in Seattle dealing with 
international 
luxury real estate firms.
He has always had Paris. 

Sunday December 11, 2022
He did not make it
to the twenty-seven year
mark in his marriage.
Five years less was all she wrote. 
At least he has his children. 

Monday December 12, 2022
He’s always been a 
pragmatic objectivist.  
Private irony 
has subtlety supported 
this public utility.

Tuesday December 13, 2022
More than anything
else it's the attentiveness
that matters most here,
despite the naivety
of theology in them. 

Wednesday December 14, 2022
Occasionally 
presenting public lectures: 
a small price to pay 
for permanently being 
an apophatic writer. 

Thursday December 15, 2022
The next thing he knew 
it had been ten years living 
in solitary 
refinement according to 
his own determination.  

Friday December 16, 2022
Realizing that 
he is very Marian 
comes as no surprise 
given his experience 
venerating Our Lady. 

Saturday December 17, 2022
When in doubt, be kind. 
This is especially true 
when you’re certain that 
kindness is conspicuous 
by its absence in the world. 

Sunday December 18, 2022
And then suddenly 
philosophy lost its charm.  
In turn, he gifted
his entire library
to an Oratorian.  

Monday December 19, 2022
They are all the same, 
irrespective of what they 
continue to say. 
Remaining incognito 
is the only way to go. 

Tuesday December 20, 2022
Her beauty, goodness,
and truth continues to move 
him so tenderly,  
especially since she has
her being in God’s Playground.

Wednesday December 21, 2022
The very idea 
of making his daily bread
in Kilar's country
fills him with unspeakable
joy that transcends translation. 

Thursday December 22, 2022
He will make the long
pilgrimage to the holy
Jasna Góra shrine,
kneeling in veneration
before the blessed icon. 

Friday December 23, 2022
After he wrote up
his last quarterly report
for the fiscal year,
he then turned his attention
to the doing of nothing.

Saturday December 24, 2022
This past year taught him
not to succumb to the urge
of purchasing words
that can be received for free.
Doing so soured his plans. 

Sunday December 25, 2022
He can only take
so much socialization
before he begins
to shut up and then shut down.
It has always been this way. 

Monday December 26, 2022
The recent attempts
at retreating, retrieving,
and reconvening
were obviously not well
received given the reprieve.

Tuesday December 27, 2022
Well, that certainly
was one way to end a long
and loyal friendship.
He wished it was otherwise,
but it takes two to relate. 

Wednesday December 28, 2022
It's not Either/Or,
but rather it is Both/And:
Stein and Wittgenstein
combined together produce
a grammatical keychain.

Thursday December 29, 2022
His friend's father died
at the age of ninety-six
yesterday morning. 
Christian anonymity 
provides comfort in mourning. 

Friday December 30, 2022
The jigsaw puzzle 
of so many action films 
is put together
by focusing attention
on what it means to die hard. 

Saturday December 31, 2022
The hermeneutic 
of renewal within the 
continuity 
of tradition remains to 
honor its papal author.

Tuesday, 1 November 2022

November 2022

Shaman And Disciples













Tuesday November 01, 2022
He had the exact
amount required for him
to see the shaman.
Then the accident happened
that wasn't accidental. 

Wednesday November 02, 2022
Reading the ancient
texts on a daily basis
thoroughly grounds him
in his multifarious
existential tradition.

Thursday November 03, 2022
A new acronym:
ACHT ("Anything
Can Happen Thursday").
It's giving TGIF
a real run for its money.

Friday November 04, 2022
He pays attention:
the roar of seventy-four
resonates right now,
despite it being howled
a very long time ago. 

Saturday November 05, 2022
The watermelon 
wallride was an example  
of driving genius.  
The Moose that was let loose will 
never be seen from again.  

Sunday November 06, 2022
Being photographed
in public was another
reminder why he
refrains from socializing.
His residue is fleeting. 

Monday November 07, 2022
His dreams are waking 
up from their dormant slumber 
all of a sudden,  
crashing upon him like waves 
from the deep collective sea.  

Tuesday November 08, 2022
Doing what it wants,
when it wants, and how it wants.
It is a matter
of showing up and getting
completely out of the way. 

Wednesday November 09, 2022
The rain is coming. 
This is what he has been told. 
It’s like an old friend 
who suddenly visits him 
very unexpectedly.  

Thursday November 10, 2022
The estates of real 
people are at stake as he 
ventures back into 
the world of monied elites 
with his new business partner.  

Friday November 11, 2022
Fargo memories 
of sliding on an icy 
Minnesota road 
right beside a farmer’s field 
during the days of his youth.  

Saturday November 12, 2022
Jung's psychology
and pathology of the 
so-called occultic
phenomena really makes
for hysterical reading. 

Sunday November 13, 2022
At the very least:
the two-fold grammar (if one
wants to be so called
according to their calling).
It is a prerequisite.

Monday November 14, 2022
All the twists and turns 
are not mere aberrations. 
His path contains them. 
Once this was internalized, 
he began to twist and shout.  

Tuesday November 15, 2022
Juggling with words 
does not make the mystery 
of his vocation 
either clearer or dearer. 
Better to live than describe.

Wednesday November 16, 2022
From storage units 
to boardrooms, and everything 
in between them all, 
he was able to locate 
the wise keeper of the keys.  

Thursday November 17, 2022
His circular path 
is anything but vicious.  
It’s a reminder  
that the pieces he picks up 
along the way always are.  

Friday November 18, 2022
To fast from the world 
is to look past the unfurled 
glory it offers 
to those who have paid a price 
that’s too expensive for him.  

Saturday November 19, 2022
Thirty years ago
his life changed for the better.
He was standing tall
in that small downtown high-rise
after he received the call. 

Sunday November 20, 2022
The week that’s ahead 
has been reserved for the dead, 
instead of living 
for his bread and his butter. 
Making his ends meet is sweet. 

Monday November 21, 2022
The lust of the flesh, 
the lust of the eyes, and the 
boastful pride of life 
have lost their luster for him.
This is a word for the wise.

Tuesday November 22, 2022
Bipolarity 
rears its maniacal head 
every so often 
without warning and within 
the mourning that it creates.

Wednesday November 23, 2022
All he needs to do
is to view his reflection,
and the fantasy
from a long time ago near
that farm far, far away ends. 

Thursday November 24, 2022
The Montauk Project 
is less about the details 
and much more about
integrating it into
his individuation. 

Friday November 25, 2022
The new curator
does not need him to cure her
of any ailment,
aesthetic or otherwise.
She is wise enough to see. 

Saturday November 26, 2022
He'll hold her until
he holds her just right enough
for them both to breathe
together with the beating
heart that unites them as one.  

Sunday November 27, 2022
Maier always carried 
her Rolleiflex around her 
neck for good reason:
her photography helps us
see the beauty in all things. 

Monday November 28, 2022
Carnap's semantic
principle of tolerance
still applies today
(aesthetically as well
as architecturally). 

Tuesday November 29, 2022
Call to me and I
will answer you, I will show
you great things beyond
the reach of your own knowledge.
Chapter thirty-three verse three.

Wednesday November 30, 2022
One day after the
three hundred and thirty-third
day of the year he
was kindly led back to his
own syntactical senses.

Saturday, 1 October 2022

October 2022

The Nag Hammadi Library











Saturday October 01, 2022
The Nag Hammadi
library codifies the
old gnostic grammar
for a new generation
of hermitic cave dwellers. 

Sunday October 02, 2022
Simplicity is 
his skeleton key for the
goal of becoming
a physically virtual
representational man. 

Monday October 03, 2022
He realizes
that the best plan of action
at this stage is to
continue disappearing
until his verse becomes mute.

Tuesday October 04, 2022
Whether this would be
good for him is still unknown,
but most likely not.
There is too much history
to sort out and to work through. 

Wednesday October 05, 2022
Sticking with what works
was the yearning of the year.
Fear of missing out
had nothing to do with it.
Nostalgia, however, did. 

Thursday October 06, 2022
He reluctantly
accepts the fact that the world 
he came of age in
has completely disappeared
within the wake of wokeness. 

Friday October 07, 2022
The Ancient Wisdom 
is as modern as ever. 
This is another 
way to state the obvious: 
life is lived in the present.

Saturday October 08, 2022
The decision to 
transition to another
stage on life's way may
be easier than you think.
The key is redescription.

Sunday October 09, 2022
Once again, he found
himself alone with his thoughts,
his words, and his deeds:
longing for this harbinger
to become his moniker. 

Monday October 10, 2022
He was reminded
that it was mental health day
for all of the world. 
Synchronicity appears
when you least expect it to. 

Tuesday October 11, 2022
After living through
a protracted period
of loving silence,
he finally received bardzo.
He likes the discreet liking. 

Wednesday October 12, 2022
Martin Heidegger 
retrieves the truth, but C.G. 
Jung does it better 
through a combination of  
class, dash, and donated cash.

Thursday October 13, 2022
If philosophy 
is a form of therapy, 
then why not just go 
to the therapeutic source? 
Called or not, the presence is. 

Friday October 14, 2022
He still lives within
the Carthusian winter
of his discontent.
His staff is his companion
as he walks and remembers. 

Saturday October 15, 2022
The dragon is the
oldest pictorial symbol
within alchemy
of which there is evidence.
He's branded with the ancients.

Sunday October 16, 2022
Back to ground zero.
He's older and wiser now.
Time to triple down.
It is what he is good at.
This will never ever change. 

Monday October 17, 2022
He was welcomed back
to the place he never left.
Time does not apply
here in exactly the same 
way that space does not apply.

Tuesday October 18, 2022
The art of finding 
out what this latest project 
will turn out to be 
compels him to continue 
to gently participate. 

Wednesday October 19, 2022
Like the alchemists 
of old he works in his lab 
under the shadow 
of their gnostic loneliness. 
It is a small price to pay.  

Thursday October 20, 2022
There are times when the
tricksters only allow you 
to experience 
your nightly dreams but prevent 
you from remembering them.  

Friday October 21, 2022
He was infected
with the human condition.
He was angular,
emaciated, and gaunt.
Peace haloed his hooded frame.

Saturday October 22, 2022
His private bishop
was sacrificed for the sake
of knowing the truth.
After he was proven right,
he was weaker, but wiser.

Sunday October 23, 2022
He would have been much
better at playing had he
handled them better.
Thinking was the enemy
of the flow back in the day. 

Monday October 24, 2022
He was arrested
by his security squad
in front of them all.
They watched with curious glee.
This was the end of his end. 

Tuesday October 25, 2022
The Courage To Be
an absolute nobody: 
his means to this end. 
Thankfully it is easy: 
there’s no body with a self.  

Wednesday October 26, 2022
He’s on the border 
between chaos and order, 
always giving ear
to the musical muses 
who play for those that listen.

Thursday October 27, 2022
When he looked at them 
they stopped their rapid movements 
and feigned dormancy.
When he looked away from them 
they started moving again.  

Friday October 28, 2022
After he rightly
called out the authority
the way that he did,
they tried to freeze him inside
of their own mediocrity. 

Saturday October 29, 2022
When he is open
to being told what to do
and how to do it,
then life becomes a simple
matter of obedience.

Sunday October 30, 2022
Being put on hold 
by being told that routine 
constrains relating 
helped him regain perspective
on the old trickster archetype. 

Monday October 31, 2022
It's not a matter
of remembering his dreams
in vivid detail.
All that's required of him
is to open up to them. 

Thursday, 1 September 2022

September 2022

Modern Madonna


Thursday September 01, 2022
Just which kind of witch 
is this modern madonna? 
The voodoo that she 
continues to do so well
tells the elegant answer. 

Friday September 02, 2022
It is beginning 
to feel like the same routine 
gets worked out again
in exactly the same way 
every time that he replays.

Saturday September 03, 2022
He fully disclosed
to a fallen eremite
that his many years
of solitude precludes him
from the sacred nuptial bliss. 

Sunday September 04, 2022
Every so often
all of the grammatical
parts fit together
in a way that completely
defies rationality. 

Monday September 05, 2022
Each day brings with it
the now all too familiar
procrastinations.
He is a professional:
no one does nothing like him.

Tuesday September 06, 2022
This confident man
entered into her life and
loved her correctly.
There are no half measures here.
It's all or nothing at all. 

Wednesday September 07, 2022
He knows it's only 
an elegant reverie,
but it's so lovely!
How can ideality 
become his reality?

Thursday September 08, 2022
He longed to touch her 
suprasternal notch again, 
again, and again, 
charting her cartography. 
She was his map of the world. 

Friday September 09, 2022
They breath the same air,
they live on the same planet,
they see the same moon. 
This must always be enough,
despite how she makes him swoon. 

Saturday September 10, 2022
It's America,
Australia, Japan, and
then precious Poland. 
So suddenly: the beauty
of Toronto reappears. 

Sunday September 11, 2022
New York Fashion Week
could not have been any more
haute couture for him
than it eventually
turned out to be in the end. 

Monday September 12, 2022
Even if she is
only the transcendental
means for his heeling,
then Amen, so let it be.
What a stilettoed angel. 

Tuesday September 13, 2022
Into Great Silence
is more than just an ideal
for a select few.
Repeated viewings disclose
a real form of life for all. 

Wednesday September 14, 2022
They talked about Zen,
Freud, music, John of the Cross,
and the soul's Dark Night.
His primitive Naiad-like
creature smiled through it all. 

Thursday September 15, 2022
Resting in just this.
There is no more and no less
to this form of life. 
Bond's Being There celebrates
this aesthetic contentment. 

Friday September 16, 2022
It is the last time 
he will create the required 
three book reading list. 
It has taken a number 
of drafts to determine this.

Saturday September 17, 2022
And then it appears
they are completely unlike
him in every way.
Is it the totality
of inner opposites here?

Sunday September 18, 2022
To "be passersby"
requires living a life
of pure reaction:
you must never freeze the space
with active expectations. 

Monday September 19, 2022
Tibetan chanting 
echoes a familiar form  
of monastic life, 
despite the drastic distance 
that separates him from it.

Tuesday September 20, 2022
His Crazy Wisdom
is sanely apophatic.
This is simply one
of many descriptive ways
to take care of this lotus. 

Wednesday September 21, 2022
He recently lost
the plot in one, brief, shining
momentum in time.
It happens once and awhile
when he is in transition.

Thursday September 22, 2022
He remains within
his relational orbit,
silently spinning.
All are welcome to enter
in if they so desire.

Friday September 23, 2022
Found in translation: 
plus ça change, plus c'est la même  
chose retains its truth 
no matter the circumstance, 
no matter the happenstance. 

Saturday September 24, 2022
He knows what he wants, 
and that thing ain’t it at all. 
When he considers 
their calculated concerns, 
he remembers Zuleika.

Sunday September 25, 2022
That he did not save
the notification is 
really just as well.
At the very least he knows
his show and tell has been seen. 

Monday September 26, 2022
Another nuanced
notification appeared 
with the morning dew. 
It’s discretion compliments 
his recondite reaction.  

Tuesday September 27, 2022
There was no third time
to charm him into thinking
that the past can be
reimagined and replayed
moment by present moment. 

Wednesday September 28, 2022
The old nostalgia
lasted as long as their cold
sold-out devotion.
He only has abiding
admiration for this d'or. 

Thursday September 29, 2022
He's a nowhere man
in the true sense of the tune.
There's no point of view
that he has not considered
within his Norwegian woods.

Friday September 30, 2022
It all started with 
the Please, Please Me recording, 
even though he was 
only aware at the time 
of the twisting and shouting. 

Monday, 1 August 2022

August 2022

The Intimate Merton

















Monday August 01, 2022
Intimate Merton.
The story’s in his Storey?
Don’t be so certain.
The damaged glory is found
in the posthumous journals.

Tuesday August 02, 2022
Barth's Wholly Other
methodological tool
turned out to be too
supernatural for his
humanitarian good.

Wednesday August 03, 2022
Primal perfection 
is only attainable 
on the condition 
of Holy possession by 
the not so Wholly Other. 

Thursday August 04, 2022
The Eroica 
is more than just romantic 
(indeed, it is that): 
the hero with one thousand 
faces rears its hidden head.

Friday August 05, 2022
A Life In Conflict
has finally been published
in English for them
to read and to concede what
they did not want to be true. 

Saturday August 06, 2022
The Sigma exists 
outside the hierarchy. 
Alpha and Beta 
lack the subtly to be 
completely untraceable.  

Sunday August 07, 2022
Back to the basics: 
begin at the beginning 
to the very end. 
Less is definitely more, 
in life as it is in death. 

Monday August 08, 2022
The Dane’s diary 
is seductive as ever.  
Those who have some skin 
in the relational game 
would be clueless without it.  

Tuesday August 09, 2022
Being kind behind
the scenes of somebody's life
that is filled with strife
without expecting one thing
in return ... is hard to find. 

Wednesday August 10, 2022
He is kind enough
to understand the subtle
wisdom of these words:
"A friend to all is a friend
to none" (says Aristotle). 

Thursday August 11, 2022
As it is above,
so it is below, beneath,
between, and behind.
It's center is everywhere.
It's circumference is nowhere.

Friday August 12, 2022
There is no speaking
of it, nor name nor knowledge
of it ... darkness and
light, error and truth ... it is
none of these ... it is beyond.

Saturday August 13, 2022
Cantor's Paradise:
you are most welcome to it,
if that's your fancy.
But take a good look around
before you decide to stay. 

Sunday August 14, 2022
"The Shilling Shocker"
certainly had an impact
on all the members
of the Nobel Prize jury.
But not on Herr Wittgenstein. 

Monday August 15, 2022
If and when one goes 
beyond the limit that is 
formally set for 
them, notifications will 
be immediately sent. 

Tuesday August 16, 2022
It is romantic
to be really understood
by another soul. 
It's what is meant by saying
that love looks not with the eyes.

Wednesday August 17, 2022
Logic and ethics
are essentially the same:
they are no more than
duty to oneself, and to
everyone else in your care. 

Thursday August 18, 2022
A string of beads by
any other ritual
practice smells as sweet:
"...a completely marvelous
person..." (Merton on Trungpa).

Friday August 19, 2022
Letting your soul stand
cool and composed before one
million and one worlds
is true love's sine qua non:
pure obsessive detachment. 

Saturday August 20, 2022
His acquiesce 
was won by the purity 
of her primal post: 
“If we’re not psychotically 
disgustingly obsessed with...” 

Sunday August 21, 2022
She's taking him down
to the very last city
where the grass is green
... and this girl is the only
one whose more than just pretty. 

Monday August 22, 2022
His daily reading 
has been reduced to a few 
words and sentences. 
The desert fathers of old 
chose to read themselves instead.

Tuesday August 23, 2022
It’s history-like 
but not likely history? 
It is more useful 
to say that it is measure, 
but never what is measured. 

Wednesday August 24, 2022
And yes, it's okay,
and he's alright, he'll be the
albatross for one
last night, and for one more day.
It always turns out that way. 

Thursday August 25, 2022
When real solitude 
is experienced from time 
to time he knows that 
he was created for it. 
It is not a Trappist trap.  

Friday August 26, 2022
He once used Rocky 
as his nickname during his 
athletic tenure 
with the white red wings of old. 
He should have been the goalie. 

Saturday August 27, 2022
And out from the dark 
he would fly, wondering if 
he would ever make 
it home before the sunrise,
riding the midnight express. 

Sunday August 28, 2022
Identifying
with wanting to rekindle
their real relation
does not negate this felt need
for his hikikomori. 

Monday August 29, 2022
It’s an unconscious 
manifestation of his 
constant need to rid 
himself of everything and 
everyone distracting him.  

Tuesday August 30, 2022
It's the only time
he gets to express himself
in poetic form.
This may seem too restrictive,
but it's a requirement. 

Wednesday August 31, 2022
They tend to engulf 
him when he least expects it 
(just like the migraines). 
These aliens mostly come 
out during the night, mostly.

Friday, 1 July 2022

July 2022

Venerable Mary of Jesus of Ágreda














Friday July 01, 2022
He was never one
to argue, despite his own
argumentative
skill; still, he continued to
win arguments...until now. 

Saturday July 02, 2022
Protestantism 
as prolegomena to
Positivism
(at least as this is found in
Völkisch Christianity).  

Sunday July 03, 2022
He’s come full circle 
now that the inner has been 
so identified. 
All the pieces of his past 
are fully integrated.  

Monday July 04, 2022
Only from within 
the inner hierarchy 
of the avant-garde 
can the dissident’s revolt 
be politically reformed.  

Tuesday July 05, 2022
Philology is
an instance of the grammar
of Ontology. 
This means that using language
recapitulates Being. 

Wednesday July 06, 2022
It was mentioned twice
during a short period
of time between them.
"If you like him, then you can
have him," is the right response. 

Thursday July 07, 2022
His days are reduced 
to silently reciting 
words within his head. 
The meaning of this practice
is beyond what he can know. 

Friday July 08, 2022
It is happening 
again and in response he 
is disappearing 
from both the old and the new. 
He prays this is the last time. 

Saturday July 09, 2022
It is not as if 
he is abandoning it. 
On the contrary: 
it is just that the daily 
practice of it is the best. 

Sunday July 10, 2022
Items he purchased
can either be sold to his
favorite dealer,
or be donated to his 
designated charity. 

Monday July 11, 2022
The fifteen roses
of the holy rosary
blossom every time
they are daily recited
by the confraternity. 

Tuesday July 12, 2022
He woke up and wrote
"the member was not bothered"
to remind himself
that his daily waka is
entrenched in his consciousness.

Wednesday July 13, 2022
The constant ringing
inside of his ears is an 
aural fixation,
the wonder of which the world
is much too frightened to hear. 

Thursday July 14, 2022
One month came and went
without a ready response.  
Did she take offense,
or is this merely her means
to secure a silent end? 

Friday July 15, 2022
He's interested in
the Nouvelle Théologie
less because it is
new, and more because it is
as old as modernity. 

Saturday July 16, 2022
He no longer has
the capacity to think
through every issue.
The only task remaining
for him is a scribal one. 

Sunday July 17, 2022
From out of the flames 
Saint Agnes prays her martyr's  
prayer in virginal 
purity and devotion. 
She’s worthy of patronage.  

Monday July 18, 2022
Keeping your friends close
and your enemies closer
does not apply here.
Rather it is a matter
of knowing the inner truth. 

Tuesday July 19, 2022
Remaining civil
is now his weapon of choice:
This Far | No Farther
protects him from the archetype
that's known as Potiphar's Wife. 

Wednesday July 20, 2022
It takes a certain
kind of humility to
not only accept
what he was asked to endure,
but to also acquiesce.

Thursday July 21, 2022
And the tinkering
continues as it has for
a number of years. 
It is not a new system,
but a very old symptom. 

Friday July 22, 2022
Dynamics Of Faith
and The Courage To Be bear
witness to his own
liberal Protestant past.
Only now can this be so. 

Saturday July 23, 2022
Given his tenure 
as a private art dealer 
for monied elites, 
the art show was not what he 
had expected it to be.

Sunday July 24, 2022
His own resolute 
resolution concerning 
the reading of texts 
is a recognition of
a revolution in him. 

Monday July 25, 2022
The only concern 
now is to ensure that the 
oratio and 
scripturae, along with their
traditio, are maintained.  

Tuesday July 26, 2022
“Show me what you got” 
was what was said right before 
made his surprise appearance 
and heightened the dynamic. 

Wednesday July 27, 2022
And just like that he
is back again with Old Blood.
Given the timing
of his sudden appearance,
he will most likely remain. 

Thursday July 28, 2022
The propositions
within this nostalgic book
sum up his outlook
on things philosophical,
ethical, and mystical.

Friday July 29, 2022
Escape is at hand
for the vanishing manic.
His last grain of sand
drops down the bound hourglass
of public obscurity. 

Saturday July 30, 2022
With her coy chuckle
his singing chambermaid left.
She wasn’t subtle: 
checking out hours before
all his desires became. 

Sunday July 31, 2022
Project 444?
Say no more before you spin
the three black circles:
ACID | NRG | AM
(the kitchen set really cooks). 

Wednesday, 1 June 2022

June 2022

A friend in need...















Wednesday June 01, 2022
McBrien's big book
proved decisively that he 
can read only so
much on a daily basis. 
What’s in place now is enough.

Thursday June 02, 2022
Those who do not know
the inner truth and greatness
show their ignorance
through petty criticism.
They lack The Will To Power.

Friday June 03, 2022
His sweets for the sweet
were so appreciated.
This was no surprise,
especially given the
intimate secrets they shared. 

Saturday June 04, 2022
Creating their own
secret society seems
to be the only
way to continue breathing
as easily as they do. 

Sunday June 05, 2022
Now it’s a matter 
of slowly settling in 
and figuring out 
how the personal details 
fall seamlessly into place. 

Monday June 06, 2022
Ave Maria 
was devotionally prayed
during the last time 
he visited her roommate. 
The Sisterhood cares for them.  

Tuesday June 07, 2022
This Being-in is 
so fundamental, and yet 
it gets confronted
in terms of what it is not. 
Yes, this is as it should be. 

Wednesday June 08, 2022
The Teutonic truth
has blossomed into an all
consuming passion
that covers a multitude
of multicultural sins. 

Thursday June 09, 2022
And then there are days
when the memory of not
having to concern
himself with how to provide
proves to be proverbial. 

Friday June 10, 2022
It gets to the point 
where the only remedy 
for the exhaustion 
of social interaction 
is to stay within the cell.  

Saturday June 11, 2022
She wore the black veil
so respectfully and true.
Who would not be moved
by such feminine virtue?
The allure of tradition.

Sunday June 12, 2022
The field hospital 
is available for those 
who'd die without it.
For the rest, they could care less.
It's not their sine qua non

Monday June 13, 2022
Waxing poetic
about it was his daily
bread and butter, but
now the narrative is not.
Variation on a dream. 

Tuesday June 14, 2022
His analysis 
made it possible to earn 
his bread and butter
within the financial world. 
GITA is all that is left.

Wednesday June 15, 2022
He's being haunted
by the ghost of silence past. 
It's as spooky as
"Spooky Mulder" was to his
fellow FBI colleagues.

Thursday June 16, 2022
People come and go. 
You never know when they start. 
It is what it is. 
And you don't know when they end,
and then it was what it was.  

Friday June 17, 2022
Men Without Women 
was Ernest Hemingway’s way 
of continuing 
to create language that is
seared to the narrative bone. 

Saturday June 18, 2022
Intimidation
can act as a deterrent
for those too weak to
affirm their own existence.
It keeps them from being true. 

Sunday June 19, 2022
History repeats
itself over and over 
again when it comes
to this particular pact. 
Past acts must be avoided. 

Monday June 20, 2022
Retreat and retrieve 
the gnostic secret before 
the PWs 
do their best to falsify 
the best of our intentions.

Tuesday June 21, 2022
No news is bad news?
Since it has been so long since
he has heard from him,
he is hoping it is not. 
He knows how bad it can get. 

Wednesday June 22, 2022
Heidegger between
Nazism and his own
Catholicism:
his Nietzsche was his way to
go Beyond Good And Evil.

Thursday June 23, 2022
Reasons for reading 
are now fewer in number.
In fact, the only 
one that is worth mentioning 
relates to Rembrandt’s painting.  

Friday June 24, 2022
He took a good look 
at himself and understood
there’s no possible 
way it was ever going 
to happen to him again.  

Saturday June 25, 2022
He realizes
that silence is being used 
to communicate 
that communication is
something no longer wanted. 

Sunday June 26, 2022
The Order is clear: 
he participated in  
the marriage system, 
but was never a part of 
the sacrament of marriage.  

Monday June 27, 2022
To pray for fourteen
years without ceasing to rid
oneself of anger
is to apply Ephesians
chapter four verse twenty six. 

Tuesday June 28, 2022
The most virtuous
monks are those intimately
tried by temptations.
The measure of their manner
is measured by their manners. 

Wednesday June 29, 2022
His philology, 
coupled with his polity 
and philosophy, 
contributed toward his  
own inner truth and greatness.  

Thursday June 30, 2022
All theology 
has lovingly led him to  
the Venerable 
Maria de Ágreda’s
Mystical City of God.  

Sunday, 1 May 2022

May 2022

Modernity


















Sunday May 01, 2022
How analytic 
can one be in the presence 
of a caressing 
crucifix caringly placed 
on a fragile neckline? 

Monday May 02, 2022
One must lovingly
ask: "But what about her words?"
Milan Kundera
comes to mind: "Everyone has
the right to be understood."

Tuesday May 03, 2022
A misspoken word
once heard can be rectified
through the artistry
of masterfully speaking
only when the time is right. 

Wednesday May 04, 2022
He still gets a thrill
participating in the
power dynamic.
It discloses its secrets
to those with the eyes to see. 

Thursday May 05, 2022
The news was a shock 
to his already whether 
beaten solitude. 
Thomas Merton had his M, 
and it led him to Bangkok

Friday May 06, 2022
The TMT is 
the old grammatical glue 
uniting the new 
AB with the CCC.  
It's all about the letters.

Saturday May 07, 2022
Holy water on
The Monastic Diurnal?
The bell tolls for thee. 
Jung's irrational fullness?
At one with the free esprit. 

Sunday May 08, 2022
After all these years
his greatest fears were confirmed
through his own offspring
seeking answers for themselves.
For they too were traumatized. 

Monday May 09, 2022
Just East of Eden, 
beyond the silent cells down
in the valleys and 
up on the mountain tops, 
mystics whisper their secrets.

Tuesday May 10, 2022
From Prime to Compline 
he reads through the ancient prayers. 
No word is uttered, 
but all words are discovered 
through the daily ritual. 

Wednesday May 11, 2022
Writing out the past 
for his attentive reader. 
There is more to share, 
but he had to stop it there 
for the sake of their future.  

Thursday May 12, 2022
He's always been a
conservative radical:
conservative when
it comes to tradition, but
radical with all the rest. 

Friday May 13, 2022
He is a good man
with a very good heart who
only wants to pay
caring attention to thee,
the only one who's worthy. 

Saturday May 14, 2022
He's still protesting,
despite his catholicity.
The development
of doctrine requires him
to live out the religious. 

Sunday May 15, 2022
He saw his first red 
breasted robin just outside 
the bedroom window. 
The branch she was perched upon 
supported her lovely song. 

Monday May 16, 2022
This stormy Monday
is the friend of all manic
depressives who try
to walk between the drops till
the rain becomes their raincoat. 

Tuesday May 17, 2022
His second child
appeared in his life twenty
seven years ago.
Born under the Venus-ruled
earth sign, steady as a bull. 

Wednesday May 18, 2022
The merciless snow
covered Huike to his waist.
Shedding frozen tears
strengthened his aspiration
for worldly amputation. 

Thursday May 19, 2022
The net of scriptures 
entangle those who write of 
the net of scriptures 
entangling those writing 
about such entanglement.  

Friday May 20, 2022
C.G. Jung's forward
to D.T. Suzuki's book
does it's very best
to avoid committing crimes
against the spirit of Zen.

Saturday May 21, 2022
Is A Common Faith 
Rahner’s Hörer des Wortes 
in pragmatic drag? 
Contingency, irony, 
common anonymity. 

Sunday May 22, 2022
The ecclesial
avant-garde embody the
secret that cannot
be said, but instead gets shown
while hiding within plain sight. 

Monday May 23, 2022
If at first you don't
proceed, then try, try again
until your dear friend
feels secure enough to be
as easy as her breathing. 

Tuesday May 24, 2022
The minimalist
use of the means of candid
communication
acts as an encouragement
to continue in the cell.

Wednesday May 25, 2022
It is a matter
of accommodation, then
adaptation, then
adjustment until balance
is achieved (if you so please). 

Thursday May 26, 2022
The natural pace 
that is in place is very 
appealing to him.  
The timing of history 
is so impeccably right. 

Friday May 27, 2022
Rahner’s own active 
indifference is a Catholic 
instance of Dōgen  
Zenji’s passive detachment. 
Variations on a theme. 

Saturday May 28, 2022
Care for everyone 
without caring whether they
care for you or not. 
Don’t expect a thing from them. 
"...be made visible as care."

Sunday May 29, 2022
Wanting to know but 
not wanting to be known is 
the secret MO 
among those who disclose just
enough to protect themselves. 

Monday May 30, 2022
The Birmingham Three
have not received the justice
that they so deserve. 
He knows this for a fact since
he speaks with a third of them. 

Tuesday May 31, 2022
His Song of Myself
continues to ring within
his ears as he writes
these words that faintly echo
the barbaric yawp of old. 

Friday, 1 April 2022

April 2022

Saint Anthony The Great

















Friday April 01, 2022
Is there such a thing 
as the Earth’s lost narrative? 
Who can be trusted  
to tell us what has happened? 
History as victory.

Saturday April 02, 2022
Science is about 
“saving the phenomena,” 
at least this is what 
Bas van Fraassen argues in 
The Scientific Image.  

Sunday April 03, 2022
He was forced to ask 
this most important question: 
What on Earth happened?  
And the answer he received 
is based on ancient sources. 

Monday April 04, 2022
If the Grundlagen 
incident continues to 
influence his life, 
he will do as he has done 
from conception until now. 

Tuesday April 05, 2022
Her Turkish delight
was delightful as ever
after all these years.
You can look, and maybe touch,
but beyond that not too much. 

Wednesday April 06, 2022
Reaching out against 
his own better judgement is 
always so foolish.  
How many times does he get 
to be wrong before he's right?

Thursday April 07, 2022
He wants it to be 
the first of many freely 
given offerings. 
It is a cause that is dear 
to his pedagogic heart.

Friday April 08, 2022
Just how much modern
baggage is preventing him
from dwelling within
the question of the meaning 
of the being of beings? 

Saturday April 09, 2022
We have a Red Book,
just like the Jungians do.
Sometimes it is Blue.
It depends on the country,
as well as on the council. 

Sunday April 10, 2022
From The First Coming
he will daily work his way
back to the future
order of things both sacred
and profane until the end. 

Monday April 11, 2022
It seemed romantic
at first until he found out
about the intrigue
involved among the members
through their honesty and wit.

Tuesday April 12, 2022
He is working out
his own kind of solitude
in fear and trembling.
A son of Saint Anthony,
a dweller in the desert. 

Wednesday April 13, 2022
He really deplores 
talking about anything 
even remotely 
related to his private 
life, liberty, and laughter. 

Thursday April 14, 2022
The tricks of the trade 
evade him these days despite 
the indicators. 
The market makers always 
have the last pip in this play. 

Friday April 15, 2022
Every so often 
a change within his routine 
manifests itself. 
It’s not as if he decides 
whether he will follow it. 

Saturday April 16, 2022
This time of decline 
requires active thinking 
in the grand style, 
especially among the  
apophatic avant-garde. 

Sunday April 17, 2022
He once said to his 
thesis director that his 
“week with Wittgenstein” 
was fine, to which he replied:
“Sounds like a good book title.” 

Monday April 18, 2022
His best intentions 
are behind the continued 
attempt to create 
daily systemizations. 
Better is better than best.  

Tuesday April 19, 2022
Another lesson: 
three hundred and twenty five 
is the amount paid
for dimly trying to be
of the world while still in it.  

Wednesday April 20, 2022
From Platonism 
to Positivism to 
Pragmatism: all 
within the duration of 
his fifty-eight years of life.  

Thursday April 21, 2022
It was delivered, 
but is a much smaller book 
than he expected. 
And yet, in this case less is 
worth considerably more.

Friday April 22, 2022
Ironically, he
was not ready to read him
back in the old days
because secularity
got the very worst of him. 

Saturday April 23, 2022
Having the seven
demons driven out of her
was the beginning 
of her good end: witnessing
the wonder of Weltanschauung.

Sunday April 24, 2022
They are living lives 
shaped by the circumstances 
of a failed union. 
He owned his contribution 
and gained his absolution. 

Monday April 25, 2022
A Secular Age
sets the stage for engaging
with A Common Faith
through the pragmatic rubric
of his private irony. 

Tuesday April 26, 2022
“The Timaeus is 
Plato’s creation story.” 
And so begins Zeyl’s
timely creation story. 
Hackett seldom disappoints.

Wednesday April 27, 2022
Rather than bemoan 
the buying of all the books, 
he remains content 
knowing that this familiar
process produces results. 

Thursday April 28, 2022
His pragmatism 
promises to be the key 
to figuring out 
why one chooses to play one 
language game and not the next. 

Friday April 29, 2022
and then everybody left. 
Eventually 
everybody fell, except 
the one that knows him so well. 

Saturday April 30, 2022
And this suddenly 
compact universe of wine, 
of words, and wisdom 
was made ex nihilo so
beautifully between them.